dance

2008-01-08T13:10:00.000+08:00

MOVED!

http://a_lockedheart.livejournal.com

But I won't delete this blog because all my links are still here! (:
And btw, I've been blogging more there.
HEH.

2007-12-30T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hello to those who still read my blog (:

Today my mom held another party! I don't know what to call it because it's neither a Christmas nor New Year party. Okay fine maybe it's New Year but it's a bit early to hold one right! ._. Anyway, my 3 cute cousins came! :D go to my friendster to check out their pictures. Heh they are seriously CUTEEEEEEEE :D Took tons of photos! More than the previous time I met them (: Hahahah it was really fun. After they went home I was so tired because I was carrying them and everything. Hahahaha. Ah I can't wait to see them again (: I hope they go to my grandmother's house every week now since they live close to their place now :D

Anyway went for a mini shopping spree with Mom today! Bought alot of shoes (: I like! I have a feeling it's supposed to be for CNY but errrrrr I'm a bad girl I can't wait to use them! :D Maybe I should ask her first, just to take precaution. In case she scolds me after I use them. Hahahaha. Or I can always pretend I didn't know (:

Bleah school is starting soon. I don't like ): And I don't want ): I haven't finished my work yet! And I've actually been slacking these few days. Apart from the time I went with Charis to the library to do work. Hey I finished 2 and a half R&Rs! At least it's something (: Speaking of which, I'm supposed to come home and finish all 5 up :/ And I'm supposed to do my math homework! But I can do that later today because I have math tuition tomorrow so I HAVE to finish it up. Haha. And from now on, it's 1-1 so all the more I have to do my work :/ and i think it'll help me loads (: So I should buck up even more! Yay (: I want to be pro in math! Hahahahahahaha. Omg so ironic. I hate math but I want to be pro in math. Okay I'm not making sense.

Anyway before I continue talking rubbish, I shall stop (:
Just wanted to say that my cousins are EXTREMELY CUTE! <3
They're the super kissable kind of cute. Hehehehehehehe (:

2007-12-25T03:24:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging here for so long! And I know its dead and no one reads it anymore. But anyhow, it's Christmas.

So, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! (:

Not all that excited about it though. Basically just reminds me that school is nearing soon. Sounds so sad. And honestly, I think the thought of being Sec4 next year scares me a little. Feels weird being a full senior of ny. Never really thought so much when I was p5 going p6. Hahahaha. But now that we're going to be Sec4 next year, we're going to have to take up so many more responsibilities. And not to mention, alot more work. And I'm not going to be surprised if ny pushes us to our limits. I guess it's all for the better and I guess I need someone or something to push me too. But I am determined to be a good student this year! :D I kind of miss seeing good marks on my report book. Hahahahaha. But I guess I should start with Holiday homework first. I still haven't finished it. I hope I'll be able to accomplish at least some stuff (5 R&Rs) this friday! (:

I remember my Sec1/Sec2 life being more exciting. You get older and you study more. You worry more. Because you know it's sufficient for your future. That's why I'm a little scared about being Sec4. Because I know I can't screw up nextyear. If I do, I might not be able to get into HC and I don't want to take O's and ny doesn't have any O's class anymore so I'll prolly get kicked out of school. Okay, I'm thinking too much (: That's all just the extremes. But hey I don't wanna end up like that! So I shall start working harder (: For myself.

At least now I'm glad I'm at least ready to start doing work. But I don't even feel like I had any holiday! 2 weeks in cheena, and just about one and a half month left! So short. But next year's holiday will be better (: Promised Ros that me, her and Kristie will marathon PrisonBreak (All 3 seasons) next year! :D Like just plomp ourselves down on the couch and WATCH :D So fun! I'm looking forward to it alot (: But I'm looking forward to Season3 dvd even more! AHHHHH why can't they just ship it to Singapore ): I want One Tree Hill Season4 dvd too! ): Heard its already in stores in the states. Why can't they just hurry ship it to Singapore. Anyway I think it'll take some time to come since Season3 only recently started appearing on the shelves of video stores. So ohwell, I have to wait again ):

Next year's going to be a really hectic year! Even worse than this year has been. I hope I'll be ready for it. Although no matter how much I prepare myself mentally, I'll still never know what the true experience is. Till then, we'll just sit and wait.

Can't wait for Dance Night 2008 though! (: Everyone please come and support! Tag me on my tagboard if you're interested in going and I'll be sure to invite you! It'll be at Esplanade and I promise you it'll be really Grand (: And besides, we only have our Dance Night once in 4 years so don't miss it this time! Wheeeee I can't wait! It should be in early August. :D Shall get the details from our exco because I think I was away when they revealed the details. Hear from me soon! (:

2007-12-12T00:48:00.001+08:00

"Happiness comes in many forms -- in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be."

-One Tree Hill

2007-11-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

Hello there (:

This is for all those who still read my blog. Hahahahahaha.

Go visit http://lp-cred.livejournal.com ! :D

Her stuff's really good. I'll be linking her at the side near to the ticklemepink banner. But because she doesnt have a banner YET, I can't put her banner there yet. But anyway, go visit okay! And help to spread around :D

2007-11-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I'm waiting for the w-inds. DVD to finish ripping.
I wanna upload it onto my iPod (:

I love the song I Still Love You! It's damn nice, I swear :D That's why I'm in such a hurry to get my hands on their The System Of Alive album! ): Why's it so freaking hard to find their albums? It's heartbreaking ):

53.3%...

I'm so bored. After waiting for it to finish ripping i still have to add it to iTunes and wait for it to upload onto my iPod. I honestly hope it won't take too long! ): If not tomorrow I'll be super duper tired for dance. Maybe I should nap for a while first or something. Hahahahahaha.

W-inds. really has a lot of passion (: It's like when they have their concert they don't only look like they're performing for us, they look like they're enjoying themselves to the peak too! And they are still such good friends after so long! Sometimes I wonder how they can remain like that when Keita usually gets all the lead roles. I guess that's one of the reasons why I admire them so much :D

Today me and Liangpei went crazy swooning over Keita again. Hahahahaha all her old photobooks of w-inds. reignited her flame :D And omgggggg he's damn cuteeeeeeeee! Ahhhhhh ): I want the old photobooks too! I only have his newest one ): I hope Kino still has but I highly doubt so. Sigh ): And it's like I can keep on watching and rewatching the DVD and not get tired of it! Ahhhhhhhhh. Keita makes my heart melt (: Hahahaha.

Okay enough fangirling!

2007-11-18T18:08:00.000+08:00

Okay fine, so I've been back in Singapore for the past 5 days.
Figured it's time to blog.

I guess Cheena was considerably fun (: Just...an overload of Chinese, maybe. So much that when I came back, I started speaking more Chinese than I usually do! Like wtf D: It gets quite scary sometimes. Hahahaha. Actually I'm really lazy to blog about Cheena. If you really wanna know, just come to me personally and ask... But I'll just briefly summarise everything.

For One, the hostel sucked. The mattress they gave us was PAPER THIN so it felt like we were just sleeping on wood. Secondly, there was the toilet. Oh and trust me, it wasn't just a toilet. It was a Stinky Toilet. I swear it was damn smelly. Thirdly, there was freaking lights out. And I hate lights out. But I have to admit, it really does make you go to sleep. But after a while the effect wore off. I started sleeping later again :D But it wasn't that bad after all after we got used to everything. In fact, I quite liked the double decker bed :D apart from the fact that if we forgot to bring something up, we'll have to climb all the way down and up again. And it's really quite troublesome sometimes. Oh but it's quite fun swinging from the two ladders too :D It became my favourite pasttime there! Wahahaha. I guess after a while, the hostel did get cosy (: And as usual, my table was exceptionally messy (:

But anyway, the cds there are freaking cheap. I swear I almost went mad buying cds. Ladeedum. Oh and we were so thrilled when we heard there were English books in Shu Cheng! :O Hahhahaha I bought 2 (: And currently reading 1. It's nice! I wanted to buy Four Play too but then the ones left were all so folded and tattered and stuff. So I didn't get it in the end. ): But it's okay. The next time I go to Kino to check out if the December Issue of PrisonBreak magazine is out, I'll go and find that book too. (: Heh.

Actually I'm getting kind of lazy to blog already... Maybe I'll continue blogging later or some other time.
Oh yeah, Cher's back already! :D

Welcome back Cher! (:
We all missed you so much!
Hope you had fun there as well :D
Love you! <3

2007-10-30T18:30:00.000+08:00

Dance today rocked :D

But it was so tiring I was dead after that. And I slept from 1 till 5.30 :/ I haven't gone for CCA for like so damn long. I was looking forward to today so much! :D But then now we have to go for Cheena trip D: 2 weeks somemore ): After Cheena it's reallyreally hardcore already (: I deteriorated so much! I'm so prepared to get muscle aches tomorrow. And I think my knee's going to screw up soon. Better bring glucosamine cream there :/

I don't feel like I'm going to take a plane to China in a few hours' time. Feels so surreal. And I honestly hope I am able to sleep early tonight so that I can wake up tomorrow at 3 plus. Freaking hell! Seriously, why do they have to book a freaking morning flight? I'd like a midnight one. Or an afternoon and night one would be fine by me. But why morning! -.- I'm not a morning person.

But anyway, shall watch Hairspray with Bianca on the plane. I'm so nice I didn't watch it on the plane to Japan and back because of her! Hahahahaha.

Oh and so cool! There are professional photographers in my home taking pictures of my house! :O I think it's for my mom's designer friend's publicity. He put snow in our table :D I like the snow. Heh. Now I suddenly feel like playing with snow. Lol. There's snow because Christmas is coming. If only Singapore had winter. I love winter! (:

I'm still quite tired from dance. And I can actually feel the muscle aches coming already :/ Gg to me. Okay I don't feel like blogging anymore. Hahaha. Shall start doing some worthwhile things while I'm still in Singapore.

2007-10-29T09:42:00.000+08:00

Came back from Japan on Friday night!

The scenery was great (: I love autumn leaves! But I think I like winter better :D Snow! :D Heh. We ate ShabuShabu one night and it was damn nice :D I love shabushabu! I think I grew fat after Japan. I ate ice-cream almost everyday D: But their ice-cream's damn nice and milky :D

We actually went to many places. I can't remember all of their names :/ oops. But anyway, at Otaru, there's this coffee shop whereby you can buy coffee with the cup and keep the cup! So cool xD and their cups can play melodies! Hahahaha. My mom was saying that they save in labour though. Which is true because they don't have to employ anyone to wash the cups because we wash the cups ourselves and they make us pay for the cups anyway.

We shopped like damn alot. Mostly food. Hahahahhaa so pig D: But anyway, we went there with 4 luggages (my 2 grandparents, me and my mom) and came back with 8 :O It's crazy. Hahahha my mom actually bought 3 new luggages there and I think I'm going to use one of them for Cheena. They have 4 wheels! Which makes it easier to roll. I wanted some Mickey Mouse luggage which was super duper cute but then we checked in already so cannot buy ): Bleah. Ohwell!

There was this super cute 3-year-old in my tour group! She's super hyper :D She seriously can't stop running around! Hahahahhaha. I miss her alot! ): She makes me want a baby sister! Feel like asking my mom to get pregnant xD hhahahaha but I've been telling her that since I was like, damn young and it hasn't happened yet -.- I wonder what it feels like to have a younger sibling...I wouldn't mind having a baby god sister though (: Ally could be my god sister! She's born in the year of monkey too! Hahahaha so cooool :D

Went for ballet on Saturday and I feel damn weak and lousy now ): My legs were like shivering! Hahaha thank goodness I wasn't alone though. Alethea was feeling the same :/ we are all getting suckier D: Usually that doesnt happen to me during ballet! Only during CD because laoshi rocks (: But ohwell I have to get back to hardcore training now! :D Oh wait, there's China first -.- Sigh.

Speaking of China, I don't know how I'm going to survive there. All of lessons are in Chinese D: Kill me ): I think I won't even understand half of what they'll be talking about in lessons. But I just hope that I don't fall asleep...I guess that's an accomplishment already (: Maybe I should bring Brands Essence there or something. HAHAHAHA.

I can't believe we have to be at the airport at 5am ): I don't even need to sleep (: Hahahaha. Stay awake till 4 and it's already time to wake up! Lol. I hate morning flights but I love midnight flights. Why can't they give us a midnight flight ): And right after we land, don't tell me we have to start studying :/ I hope they go easy on the first day :D And I hope I don't get food poisoning there. Thailand was enough :/

Okay I think I'll stop here! (:
See everyone in 2 weeks if I don't blog again xD

Toodles! :D

Oh yeah omg I think this is the first time I'm blogging at 9 plus xD

2007-10-17T02:42:00.000+08:00

Enrique Iglesias is Fabulous.

The music he makes is really good! (: And he's a perfectionist. He took 3 years to make his album because he wanted it to be perfect. Usually artistes take about a year or even less than that. Hahahaha. I love his latest album and I think that his previous albums are just as good (: I've heard a few songs before. They're great :D Wheeee. Can't wait.

OTH's Second Season is better than the first. Haha. It's funny how I sleep less when EOYs are over. But ohwell, it always happens so... I'm not in the least surprised. But I think I should watch my eyebags.

Oh and dance today was great (: We lian-ed gong! :D But not too intense because we just got back. Obviously I'm like flabby shit now. -.- It's annoying. I have to start hardcore practice. I wanna get back whatever I used to have, and even better. Maybe I should go running (: Or go to the gym with my brother who says that he'll go to the gym at the club every Sunday but never does it. Hahahahaha. He's such a retard, seriously.

But anyway, we were discussing about choosing over Barcelona and performing at Esplanade. Sec2s and 3s chose Barcelona plus performing Dance Night at our School Audi, but the Sec1s chose otherwise. They chose Esplanade. Honestly, I have to say I'm quite disappointed. Not saying that I even had much expectations in the first place since there isn't the basic courtesy to say Thank You to someone who keeps the door open for you. But still, there's still that secret hope inside all of the seniors. And honestly, we were just thinking for all of them, and we're sacrificing a chance. I'd like to say more but I don't wanna get carried away with this because it has been discussed enough. So I'll just stop here.

Ohwell. I don't know what we'll be doing at school tomorrow. Better not be boring, although I'm not pinning any hopes at all. Hahahaha. Oh and kudos to Cheryl because she remembered to ask her mom to write a letter! (: But guess what, my mom didn't write any explanation in the letter and she said she didn't feel there was a need to -.- Right. I'm just hoping I don't get into too much trouble... Ladeedum.

Okay I shall go brush my teeth and everything before deciding if I should watch another disc. Hahahahah!

Toodles (:

2007-10-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

Stayed home today.
Felt like it was quite a waste.

But it was fine. I wasted my life away watching One Tree Hill (: It's great, but if you gave me a choice between One Tree Hill and Prisonbreak Season 3, I'd still choose the latter (: I shall prove youknowwhoyouare that it's going to last! HAHAHA. Speaking of which, I haven't gotten to reading the magazine in detail yet. Ladeedum (: Should I continue watching OTH or should I go read the magazine now? If I watch, I can seriously forget about sleeping. I shall decide later.

And I just remembered something. I forgot to ask mom to write the letter. Damn! I can't wake her up in the morning to make her write it tomorrow, it's really mean and she deserves her sleep. Shit I can't believe I actually forgot. I told myself that I'd get it done and give it to Susie tomorrow. Ah well, what's done is done anyway.

I love I Don't Wanna Be by Gavin DeGraw! It's awesome (: I like it alot, and yes, it definitely is on repeat now :D So if you wanna share my iPod with me, you'll be listening to that (: And I know some people hate that :D Wahahahaha.

Dance tomorrow! Okay I should say this afternoon. Can't wait! Heard that they didn't do much on Friday. I'm really hoping we'll do barre and lotsa jumps and everything today. I need it! ): Loads of it. I'm like totally out of shape. I can't jump as well as I did ):

Oh yeah taking about dance brings me to Barcelona :D Nana emailed them and they said that the age shouldn't be a problem! So that means lots of Sec3's will be able to dance with us now! :D It's such great news. I'm not sure if that means that the Sec4 seniors are able to join us next year if they don't turn 17 yet, but I'm really seriously hoping they are able to! It'd be alot more fun with them around (: And of course, we NEED them (:

I'm really excited about the trip! It'll be loads of fun, especially with Nana coming along now. I can still remember the time we had at UK. It was fantabulous :D Hahahahaha loads of crap, yes, but it sure was fun! I can't wait for Dance Night either (: There's so much happening next year. I hope I don't screw my studies up again.

I still can't believe we're gonna be Sec4 next year, though. It's kind of weird, being the seniors without any other seniors anymore. It actually feels kind of scary, to a small extent. Like, how I don't know if I'm going to be a good enough senior for our juniors. I guess I'll get the answers next year. I'll have to get used to the fact that the Sec4's aren't going to be there every practice, either. But they'll come back, occassionally (: Since there's Dance Night :D

I really think our batch's really lucky. Dance Night when we're Sec4, the Barcelona trip, and many others which I can't recall right now. But those 2 are good enough :D Honestly, when I first joined NYCD, I was like thinking if we were the unlucky batch because we'd only be able to perform for SYF once in our 4 years. But then now, I take back those thoughts (: There'll always be stuff in stall for you, no? You just never know till you experience it for yourself.

And well I shall stop here and go read the Prisonbreak magazine properly now instead of getting carried away watching OTH and not catching any sleep at all anymore. Hahaha.

Ciaooo (:

2007-10-13T02:26:00.001+08:00

WE ARE GOING TO SPAIN, BARCELONA! :D
TO DANCE :D

Omg I still can't really believe it and I'm extremely excited :D :D :D :D :D But I really hope that the age is limited to 16 AND below so that at least a few seniors will be able to join us! And more sec3s can join too. If not it's really a pity ): I'd feel so sad if I were them ):

We're going to be performing Feng Wu Yi Ren! :D Yay (: I haven't been dancing properly for soooo long. I'm so out of touch now. I had better start skipping :/ I want my bounce back ): I could hardly even jump high today D: Damn it. They didn't lian gong today either ): But I did a few ti tuis and tiaos with xiaoges. Although it was evidently not enough ):

Anyway, almost all the papers are back. Ohwell. But I guess I'm just really happy exams are over (: It was so stifling during that period of time. I seriously felt like I was going to get strangled and suffocated and die. Been watching lots of videos lately. But I'm even more lethargic nowadays than during the exam period! :O It's really weird. Like how I can't wake up in the morning and how I get so tired in the middle of the day now.

Oh but yesterday was much fun! :D I swear I had a whale of a time! Haven't had so much fun for quite some time already. I love my friends (: But of course, it comes with a price. Poor mina went home with scratches, Bianca lost her voice but got it back after that and a bruise, and I got a scratch but a really teeny one. I can see the nail shape xD Hahahahahaa. Mina perspired so much Nana's bedsheet was weeeeeeet! Mina went home with a really tattered hongzi too :/ hahahahah xD Maybe someday we should go back to nana's house again :D

Oh and I finally know what secretive thing Nana and Bianca were up to! I just knew it had something to do with Prisonbreak/Wentworth :D They actually cut out pictures of him they found in a magazine! Wahahahaha (: It's not safe and sound with me and I will keep them properly :D

Speaking of which, I WANT THE PRISONBREAK MAGAZINE, still! ): Which reminds me, I haven't made a trip to Kino yet. Sheesh maybe I'll go tomorrow :D I'm going shopping tomorrow :D Oh no make that today. I can't wait! I feel so deprived already ): I want Season Three too ):

Oh yeah, on Wednesday we met this woman with really really bad service. It was Appalling. I've never seen a better one before. She must be proud to have that honour (: Sigh. Anyway I shall save the details because I'm actually too lazy to type everything out. Hope she gets fired. Ladeedum.

Friendster sucks! It has been down since yesterday and it's still NOT UP yet. So annoying!

Facelessness.

2007-10-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

Mugging Geography is so boring.

I keep finding myself getting distracted by all sorts of stuff. Mainly my brother, because he keeps coming into my room to ask me to watch Naruto. And damn, I can't control myself and I actually get tempted to watch ): Wasted a lot of time watching Naruto. Shan't waste my time tomorrow since it's the last day left. Wait, make that today. I'm really tired now ): I keep yawning! It's bad because I initially wanted to stay up to study. I shall wake up early in the morning! :D It's so rare, I'm so used to taking brunch. Hahahaha.

Anyway, I think Neji's really cool and pro. But I like Sasuke's hair :D It's cool. And I can't believe I actually teared watching his story. Damn touching ): I'm serious! Oh I'm talking about Naruto anyway. Heh :D My brother says Naruto is better but somehow I still prefer Bleach. Maybe it's because I think Ichigo is handsome and funkayye :D Don't say I'm weird! His orange hair is really cool :D But I'm not crazy over him like how I am over Wentworth (: and not forgetting, Keita! Heh (:

I love Classical Gas! It's a guitar song composed by Mason Williams. It's really nice! There are many versions of it but I still think the original's the best (: Vanessa Mae's violin version is not too bad though. But I don't like the Tommy Emmanuel's, or something like that, version! It's too retarded, honestly. No offence to his fans. But for an acoustic player, he moves too much ._. As in, he gets reallyreally high and he STANDS UP? I can picture the kind of thing he does on a rocker electric guitarist but not on acoustics! It's just really weird. And I think his arrangement is weird too. Sometimes I can barely hear what he's playing! Hahahhahaa. But ohwell, each to his own! (:

It's already Monday :O Tomorrow's going to be Tuesday :O Ohmyhell. I can't wait! :D I can't wait for Wednesday even more! Wonder what we're gonna do. Hope it's going to be an exciting day :D :D :D :D Heh heh heh!

After Tuesday, I can clear my table of all the crap! Actually it was already cleared (my maid cleared it. Oops. But she did it voluntarily! I initially didn't want her to touch my stuff because I don't like it when I don't know where all my stuff ends up.) but then as time passed... (and it has only been about a week) things started piling up again. Ladeedum (: Maybe I should learn how to be more organised from Cher. HAHA! :D Cher, won't you be my organising mentor? :D

Oh and somehow, after taking so many exams, I can no longer write properly ._. Just now I was writing Geog notes and I couldn't write properly! ): Sigh. So I put YokoYoko :D Hahahha doesn't make sense but I just saw it on my table and I was like Oh! So I just used it ._.

After exams I'll practice guitar more (: As I promised my teacher! Wahahaha.

I'm looking forward to CCA (: It's been really long... I can't wait to get muscle aches again :D I somehow miss them! And I most definitely miss Laoshi's training! And I miss doing zhong tiaos with xiaoges and barre and EVERYTHING. Thinking about it, seniors will be going away soon... No ): I can't believe it. My fellow liangong people ): Ahhhhhh I don't want to think about it! The thought of it hurts ):

Sigh okay I shall get back to MUGGING Geog.
Cheryl, stop being a slacker.

2007-10-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

GEOG LEFT!

Omg. It doesn't feel like we've taken all our papers except geog D: And gg to me, I haven't started studying for geog yet! ): I am determined to start tonight. Because I don't wanna regret anymore ): Stupid bio. I feel damn...UGH ): Ah but whatever, it's all over! I'm not looking forward to getting my papers back ):

On a lighter note, I'M GOING FOR BALLET TOMORROW! :D
Damn, I can't wait to dance! I hope Alethea's going tomorrow! It's all fun with her around with me because we always laugh at the slightest things! Wahahahaha. And I'm still wondering if there are any more grades to take after CSTD Elementary. I'm thinking of trying out RAD's syllabus. I can't imagine what will happen to me if I stop dancing ballet. Or maybe I could take the teaching course. HAHAHAHAHA. Can you imagine me teaching? Because I cant D: HAHAHAHAHHAA. Maybe I won't mind teaching the little kiddies but I might just go nuts. Maybe I should try! Trains my patience and tolerance :D

Anyway...I'm thinking of what to do on marking day :D HAHAHAHHA Exams not over and I'm already thinking of playing. I swear Mina has telepathy with me! We were thinking of the same thing! HEHEHEHEHEH :D

And I'm wondering of what Bianca and Nana are up to too... They've been extremely secretive about something! And apparently they keep forgetting to bring it to school. HAHAHAH. I'm hoping it's a prisonbreak poster or something :D Nah just kidding. Doubt it is.

I SHALL GO BUY A WENTWORTH MILLER POSTER AND PASTE IT NEXT TO KEITA :D
Then they can be best friends! :D

Okay that's all for today (:
I shall go study geog SOON.

2007-10-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

FIVE DOWN!
TWO MORE TO GO.

Time seriously flies. It hardly feels like we had FIVE exams already. :O But anyway, MATH IS OVER (: For that, I'm super glad. But Chem seriouslyseriouslySERIOUSLY killed today. I swear, I'm going to fail. And really badly ): I'm not kidding! D: Sighhhhh. I guess next time I should start studying earlier and practice more ): ): ): But the questions which came out, I've never ever done them in my whole life before! Like wtf. TOMATO SOUP -.- It's totally retarded.

Tomorrow's Bio and I feel even more unprepared. I still have Two transports, Respiration and Excretion to read through and memorise. And its not like I can remember all the facts for the other topics extremely well. Someone, please kill me ): Now I'm having second thoughts about going for ballet on Saturday. But if I don't go this Saturday, I won't be dancing for 3 weeks ): Which hurts because I miss dancing LOADS.

I'm really tired and lethargic now. I think it's because of all the exams ): MY BRAIN IS SATURATED ALREADY ): I'm not like those pro people who can just keep studying all day long. My brains get fried if I study too much ): Maybe tomorrow after Bio I'll come home and seriously sleep for one whole afternoon and only start studying at night. But honestly there's not even a guarantee that I will study at night. Don't even know if I'll have the mood. Guess I'll just have to psycho myself... Somehow. ):

Okay enough crapping and rambling. I shall go back to Bio now...
Good luck to me.
I hope Bio won't kill as much as Chem did although Cher was like saying that ny's bio paper is the hardest in the whole of Singapore. As in Secondary schools. Like, wtf ): I think I'm going to fail all my eoys. ): ):

BIO, HERE I COME ):

2007-09-30T02:21:00.000+08:00

I think I wasted my Saturday.

Well, at least I wasted my afternoon. But it was okay, in an exchange for some fun :D wahahahaha. I swear SCPS people brighten up my day! :D It was nice catching up with my brother Rohan Puthran and my father/hubby (INCEST!) Charlie Withayachumnankun (OMG DID I GET THAT RIGHT. HAHAHAHAHA.)! It'll be even more fun after eoys (: We're planning to have a gathering at Charlie's place (: wahahahhaa. Well, at least his condo's swimming pool doesnt EXACTLY have a guard so we can jump in and not get nagged or scolded by :D So fun. We can dunk people in (again). HEHHEHEHEHEHE!

Anyway, Sunday will be super mugging day. But somehow it still doesn't feel like eoys has started already. I think there's something wrong with me. Seriouslyyyyyy D: My body clock's screwed or something. Once Monday starts, the week will fly by in a weeeeeeeeeze. Or whatever that word is. Can't be a breeeeeze because exams/tests are never a breeze. Sigh. Well I hope, at the least, that I don't fail anything ): If not I'm dead. Maybe next year I'll try to cultivate this habit whereby I'll come home everyday and study (in a million years). Highly impossible but HEYYYY you never know. Cheryl might just transform (: wahahahahaha. Just kidding. I won't :/ Okay fine maybe I will try to MAKE myself study for at least one night every week to revise the stuff taught at school! But all say no talk's just as good as nothing soooooo ignore whatever I just said (:

Ladeedum. I know I've been going mad about this for the past dontknowhowmany weeks but I still have to say it again! I just can't resist the urge to (:

I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH PRISONBREAK AGAINNNNNN!
And I seriously hope Season 3 wil start airing in Singapore. Although I'd rather prefer it if they started airing after november 14. Damn, what am I talking about. Heh. I'm going crazy. Must be the books! They do weird things to people. But yeah, AFTER november 14 :D :D :D I HOPEEEEE. I don't wanna miss any episode because I don't think I'll be able to wait for half a year for the DVD to come out ): I wonder how Michael's going to break out this time... heh heh heh. Oh but if T-bag breaks out with him again, I swear I'm going to slaughter that bloody pervertic shitbag. Oops violent (: heh. Cher said she'll watch prisonbreak with me! But she said she'll need a pillow. HAHAHAHAHA. And we were saying that she'll make history if she has a heart attack. And that she'll be able to have a chance to be in the guiness book of records! SOOOO COOOOOOL :D :D
Prisonbreak does wonderful stuff to people, NOT LIKE BOOKS.

Just have faith.

2007-09-28T16:09:00.000+08:00

ONE AND A HALF DOWN.
FIVE AND A HALF MORE TO GO.

Somehow I feel extremely relieved after taking IH. I can finally stop worrying about one paper! The past few weeks I've been frantically juggling between memorising Bio and IH, switching subjects every now and then because I get bored of one subject very easily. Yes, I'm very restless. Now I can channel all my energy to Bio! But then again, not really. I think I better start on Geog before it's too late. Although we have the weekend PLUS Monday to study, I better not take things for granted. I don't wanna screw myself up again. So now I have to juggle between Bio and Geog. Better 2 than 3.

Well I think I screwed LA up pretty badly. I won't be surprised if I fail :/ I don't think my essay made sense. Hahahaha. And well, Conflict came out as Source-based. I was soooo shocked. How could they ): But thank goodness I studied Welfare too. But I studied mostly healthcare and... the question was just weird. Anyway, for both subjects, I didn't have enough time. -.- Seriously they should give us more time! I wrote until my last finger was really red and my index finger's knuckle hurt like shitcrap ): Sigh. Ohwell! I'm just glad it's overrrr (:

Okay, back to mugging.

I live a SAD life. ):
But it's okay, only ELEVEN11 more days to go!
Then it's FREEEEEDOM (:
And PRISONBREAKKKKK :D

2007-09-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

I am screwed.
Horribly.
Terribly.

And I finally finished completely breaking my pointe shoes (After sooooo long).
Shall go back to mugging.

I can't wait for the next 2 weeks to zoom past.
But before then, it's suffering and torture D:

2007-09-21T17:27:00.000+08:00

Since I'm not studying, and I'm waiting for myself to finish the chocolate bar before I go and sleeeeep,
I SHALL BLOG!

I hate mugging.
Why can't we be just like those Bhutan people! Their GDP is GDH xD So cool. They measure how rich a person is by how happy they are. So yeah, you can guess that the H in GDH stands for Happiness! But they're one of the least developed countries in the whole world. 99% of their time is spent around their family. And guess what keeps them going. FOOD! :D hahahaha! The wonders of food. They just make food all day long.

Irene Tan was saying that they wear nice clothes and they have a place to stay and everything. Most importantly, they are happy! If only we could be like those Bhutan people ): I WANT! I don't want to study. Hahahaha. Then the women can make the guys do all the farming while we sit at home and shake our legs and watch wentworth miller and prisonbreak :D

Ladeedum. Sounds like a total fantasy, no?

Anyway, I finished eating my chocolate bar! So I'm going to sleep now.
I aim to finish doing Revision Exercise 4, Similar and Congruent Triangles, and Revision Exercise 5, Circle Properties, by tonight. And ask my tuition teacher how to do those questions I don't know how to do tomorrow during tweeeetion.
Let's just hope I'm able to complete them (:

And I need to go get my Geog and IH textbook! D:

2007-09-20T01:10:00.000+08:00

Yes, I know my blog's dead like nobody's shit business.
But I haven't been in the mood to blog anyway!

Safari's weird. Sometimes it doesn't load everything on the page. For instance, this post I'm typing right now. I can't change the font size because the panel above is not full loaded ._. Well, there are only two tabs and there are supposed to be at least 4 times more than that. Lalala. Inclusive of the font size tab. And knowing that I'm an ultimate html noob, I don't know how to use html to change font sizes! Or rather, I forgot. But it doesn't matter because I'm not intending to change it now xD I'm talking nonsense.

I have officially become a mugger (:
But even so, I'm still not confident of being able to finish studying all the topics tested for all the subjects I'm currently taking. Which also means that I'm extremely screwed. And knowing myself, I work better under stress so I constantly remind myself of the date and how near EOYs are. EIGHT DAYS! :O I can't believe it. Good luck to myself (:

Oh and I HAVE to blog about this :D

WENTWORTH MILLER IS LOVE! <3
So is PRISONBREAK :D
His eyes are gorgeousssssss (:
AHHHHHHHHHHH.

I can't wait for PRISONBREAK SEASON 3 to premier in Asia. It already started airing on September 17 in the US! ): ): ): So you can imagine how shattered (yes, bianca) and cheated I felt when I realised that they weren't airing it here on Monday ): ): ): ): Sigh. But I guess it's a good thing. Less distractions! Although I have my maid constantly tempting me to watch Season2 with her because I made her crazy over it too :D :D :D HEH HEH HEH. But I shall practice self-discipline and self-constraint! And be a good girl and mug (: As if I'm not already mugging.

I hope I don't fail EOYs.
And I'm looking forward to October 9! :D
The special day (:

I can't wait to go to Japan either! I reallyreallyreally want to see Keita! ): But I doubt I'll meet him. Sigh. Hopefully he goes to Hokkaido for a holiday as well! WAHAHAHAHAHHA. If I do meet him, I swear I'll ask for a hug :D Okay lah I know its damn thick-skinned but HEY, how many times do you get to meet you idol huh! Especially when I live in Singapore. People like Keita, Wentworth Miller or Daniel Radcliffe will never ever come here ): It gets me (and allyssa) all depressed. D:

Okay lah I'm supposed to be mugging MATH.
I'm like practically doing math every night.
I'M NOT KIDDING.

Back to work ):

2007-08-23T07:16:00.000+08:00

"She strived for perfection. She loved setting herself tasks, sometimes impossible ones, to prove to her heart that underneath every seemingly ugly thing there was something beautiful inside."

"It was her hideaway, her nest, where she could hide from the problems outside her door."

"She may have felt that she was, coming and going as she pleased, not being tied down to anyone, anything, any place, but she was a slave to her addictions."

- Quoted from If You Could See Me Now by Cecelia Ahern

2007-08-22T22:56:00.000+08:00

"At least in her home she was in control. Unlike the rest of her life, she could allow whoever she wanted in, she could decide how long they should stay and where in her home they could be. Not like a heart that invites people in without permission, holds them in a special place she never had any say in and then yearns for them to remain there longer than they plan."

- Quoted from If You Could See Me Now by Cecelia Ahern

2007-08-22T12:09:00.001+08:00

I'm rereading If You Could See Me Now! :D

Like finally. But I don't have much time to read it. I still have lots of Chinese work due. Bleah. I feel damn bad. I hope Wulao still teaches us next year :D She's nice but then she said that she might request to change class ): Noooooo! Heh she gave us almond chocolates that day though. :D She is nice!

CME now. Talking about plastic surgery. Lol.

I shall upload the quotes later at night (:
If I finish my Chinese work :/

2007-08-19T03:21:00.000+08:00

Cheryl, if you want to do your work,
DONT LIE ON YOUR BED!

I cannot start lying on my bed! I'll just feel like sleeping on it ): And I always tell myself that it's only a short nap, and that I'll wake up soon and go back to doing work. But guess what, I always sleep through the night (mainly because I'm really tired) and wake up with the lights on! It has already happened twice in a row! Last night and the night before the last! I hope it doesn't become a new habit of mine =/

I don't feel like doing huodong anymore but I want to send them to Wulao by tonight! Morning, whatever! ): And I haven't practiced guitar either. Gah. I practiced really little this week. Been so busy rushing overdue work ):

Anyway, we had elections on friday.
President: Yi Yi
Vice-presidents: Bailu, Hern Hern
Sec4 '08 Level Heads: Xue Yan, Lim Min
Sec3 '08 Level Heads: Quek Ying, Ling Kai
Sec2 '08 Level Heads: Xiao Tong, Elena

I'm considerably satisfied with the results (: But I won't be posting my thoughts and opinions here. I just hope that the Batch '08 Exco will lead the dance society in the right direction. Not forgetting, the amount of help and support that laoshi will be needing next year! We will do it, together! GO NYCD :D

But next year will be really important for the Dance Society. DANCE NIGHT! I really can't wait!I will definitely put in my best for all the preparations and stuff! I would like to be really involved in it (: Afterall, we don't have dance night every year so this chance is really precious! Yay :D

I can't wait for danceeeeee! Proper liangong session! :D :D :D :D Like, finally! 90th deprived us extremely badly. I feel really fat and flabby now D: Like how every dancer feels too! Hahahaha.

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE NYCD!
<3!

2007-08-18T01:25:00.000+08:00

I feel so smart!
Not.

I was feeling funny so I decided to write over the lipgloss stains on my rough paper which I wrote all my huodong rough copies. I just knew I shouldn't have done that! Now my black pen's screwed. And it's one of the two working ones I have ): Okay fine I have three but I don't really like the other one. Grrr ):

It's time I bought new pens anyway. I wanted to buy new ones when I went to Pop that time! But guess what, I stared at the pen section for a gazillion years and I didn't see a single black pen (The one I usually use and prefer xD). I refused to believe it so I stood there for another gazillion years. Still, NOTHING! ):

Oh I told myself I'd go to school to check. I still haven't done that. I keep forgetting! Or rather, I'm too lazy =/ Ladeedum (: Someday, I'll get down to doing it :D It's just a matter of time!

Oh yes I better start working on huodong seriously. I really want to sleep early tonight. I still can't believe I fell asleep with my lights on last night. HAHAHHAA. It will not happen again! :D Wheeeee. I hope (:

Okay I'm going to be a good girl and do my huodong (:

2007-08-15T03:47:00.000+08:00

Didn't intend to sleep at all tonight.
I'm not even tired. But I think I will be tomorrow. No, today.

Mom and Dad will be home in about 4 hours. I've been a naughty girl during their absence. But I miss them, lots. Won't be able to see them till tonight because I'll be in school. The whole day, I suppose. Since I have so much overdue homework undone. And it's not that I'm not doing it. It's because i Can't do it. There's a difference.

Once Mom and Dad are back today, I'll be a good girl. I promise. I can't afford to waste any more time idling my bloody ass off. I've screwed this term up back enough. I don't want to do it again for eoys.

I need someone to slap me to wake me up from my reverie.
Or else, I need Mom to scold me real bad.
I'd choose the latter.

Okay, since I'm not doing anything much now, I shall go to bed. In case my maid wakes up from another nightmare and checks if anyone has broken into the house. Hahaha. She dreamt she was kidnapped last night and she checked the whole house.

Somehow I'm secretly wishing that I wake up with another stomach ache this morning, like yesterday, so I don't have to go to school. I officially hate school.

2007-08-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

I want to read A Place Called Here again.
I want to read If You Could See Me Now again.
I want to read Where Rainbows End again.

I love Cecelia Ahern's books.
They are really meaningful.
Everyone should start reading them.
I'm still waiting for her to write a new book.

Last but not least,
I want to read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows again.
It's Awesome!

2007-08-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

"He felt that he was still groping in the dark; he had chosen his path but kept looking back, wondering whether he had misread the signs, whether he should not have taken the other way."
- Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

2007-08-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

I can't fall asleep. ):
And this is one of the times when I WANT to sleep early ):

I have to reach school at 8.15 tomorrow and I don't wanna end up being all sleepy and tired tomorrow. Neither do I want another headache. ): Although I already feel like I have one now... ):

But anyway, I think today (since it's already saturday) will be really fun! :D And I'm going to be sooooo happy after 90th is OVER!!!! I can't wait to liangong and start on dance night! <3 I feel so weak nowadays. I don't even feel like I have the bounce whenever I jump nowadays ): I want that bounce back!

I love lianing gong with xiaoges though :D It's fun and we keep pushing each other to go on! I guess that's how we all improved so much (: Although I think I'm still quite bleah ): I need to do more! (: I miss barre alotalotalot. Can't wait! :D

Missing tuition! YAY. But I'll be missing ballet too ): I don't want to miss ballet! ): I want to dance the dance! It's nice :D And exciting. I love it! <3

I'm like talking in bits and pieces =/ But my brain's not working properly since I tried to sleep for half an hour just now, so I'm like quite groggy now.

But anyway, Bianca sabo-ed me just now ): She gave me this url to this optical illusions website. At first I was like, Hey it's quite cool xD Until the end when there was this ghastly face and really sharp scream ): I got such a huge shock I immediately shut my eyes the moment I heard the scream. It was really freaky ): I hate such stuff! And this is not the first time it happened to me! ): That's why I love my iPod (: Because it's at times like this that I listen to it to sleep! :D It kind of makes me not so scared :/

Yesterday's bbq was fun anyway (: I finally saw wenny after SOOOO long! :D She's always so busy she hardly makes it for gatherings ): But heh she could make it yesterday (: Eh no, I meant thursday. Forgot it's already saturday.

I got dunked into the pool anyway. I didn't exactly want to get wet initially =/ But it was quite fun :D hahahah stupid charlie! I couldn't drag him in a single time ): I only managed to push him back into the pool a few times while he was trying to get out. HAHAHAHA. Waterbombs were fun too (: Well I got dunked into the pool a few times ): But that was only when I was still wet. After I was quite dry, Charlie asked me to jump with him, Angie and Luwei. Hahahaha I agreed and well yeah I got wet again. We were trying to take jump shots! Albeit unsuccessful ):

We tried to drag Germaine into the pool too! But we didn't manage too. Sigh ): It would have been fun if we managed to :D heh! The next time I'll try harder :D Wen Man left quite early so she didn't get dunked ): But I was already wet by then. HAHAHAHA. I should have hugged her before she left! What a pity. HAHAHAHA. I kind of hugged Germaine when I was still wet though xD But I was already drying a bit so yeah ):

I shall try and go to sleep soon.
I need my sleep.
But before that, I'm going to reread Harry (:

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S OVER ):

2007-08-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

Okay I'm blogging only because I don't feel like doing my overdue work.
Not because I'm free.
My life sounds so sad ):
But, it is.

Anyway, I've been trying to psycho myself into getting into the mood to do work. For hours. I took like two hours to finish one gonghan lah. Like wth D: I just kept chatting on Msn and there were like distractions all around me. This is bad. And until now, I'm still not done with my second gonghan. How nice (: Oh but I feel glad enough that I actually finished my first gonghan! I think it has been overdue for like one month or even longer. I keep telling myself that I'll do it, even to the extent of telling Trish that I'm very determined to finish it one fateful week! But I never got down to doing it. I kept creating excuses for myself. Procrastinator ):

I want to complain! WHY ARE WE HAVING CROSS COUNTRY AT TURF CITY AGAIN THIS YEAR?! That place sucks like bloodyshitcrap okay. I hate it. It's so... yuck. Just, plain gross. WHY CAN'T WE GO BACK TO MACRITCHIE! ): I liked macritchie. And I still do. Although that long stretch of road is really intimidating, but STILL, it's TONS better than stupid turf city which is overgrown with WILD plants. Okay fine macritchie has wild plants too but its different! Turf city is like damn ulu lah. It's like someone can just jump out from a bush and ambush you and kidnap you and demand for ransom from your family. Sigh. I guess turf city's cheaper that's why. Blame the stupid people who double booked us last year at macritchie. I think NY will continue sticking to turf city from now on, knowing them... It's so typical. But I still hope cross country will be held at Macritchie next year! :D Me and my ramblings.

I bet wonglianghui hasn't finished her gonghans yet. She is like so dead. Oh no I still have huodongs to do ): Huodong is damn sian lah. It's just to make, no, I should use force, us to engage in some gay cheena activity. Not like I don't anyway since I'm from ny! Zzz. I don't see the rationale behind it man. Honestly I don't see the rationale behind learning the stuff we're learning for math or chem now anyway. As in like, I so totally know that I'm not going to grow up to be a mathematician or have anything to do with Science. Okay maybe Science I'm not that sure yet but definitely NOT a mathematician. Nor a math teacher. I'll go nuts doing math everyday. I don't see how these people find joy in doing math sums :/ No offence to whoever's reading this and loves math. It's just my opinion. Ladeedum. I believe the other 5 dodos feel the same way too. Hahahaha.

Cher went offline! ): Now I'm all alone. Sigh. I think I won't be able to do huodongs tonight. Or maybe I'll wake up at 3 or something. I hope I have enough huodongs anyway. Hahahaha.

Okay I shall get back to my work.
Ciao.

2007-07-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

YAY China global classroom doesn't clash with Dance Trip! :D
I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR DANCE TRIP :D :D :D
And I BOUGHT HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS! :D :D :D

Today has been a considerably good day. I guess.

I had ballet ALONE! ):
Everyone pangseh me lah ): And guess what! The funny thing is, I was the only one who didn't go last week! Called Alethea but then she didn't pick up her phone ): And no one came after that! D: But it was fine (: Quite fun, in fact. Learnt more of the dance and we're finishing already! :D :D I LOVE CSTD'S ELEMENTARY CLASSICAL DANCE. It's damn nice :D

And I swear, I've never been so tired after ballet before :O HAHAHHAHA. But it was good :D It was like a private lesson lah! :O

Anyway, I went to cut my hair today! Been wanting to cut my hair for a longlong time! It's quite short now I think I cut like 10 cm :O Feel a bit sad but I'm okay with it xD At least I still can tie my hair! And it still looks long when I tie my hair ._. My hair's really weird. It's always like that lah D:

Tomorrow's ruan concert! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE CHER! :D Bianca's not going I'm going to miss her ): Oh but I can't wait to have dinner with them! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D I hope my mom allows me to have dinner with them. Although I think my dad will be more of a problem... ): Sigh. Sheesh I can't ask my mom now she went to sleep -.- Shall ask tomorrow morning! :D

And I need to go to popular BADLY. I'm running out of stationery! ):

Chatting with Cher but I'm still waiting for mina to get back on the computer because I'm really bored. So I'm hoping gay mina can like entertain me. But I think I should really get off and go practice my guitar. Anyway, I can always come back online since I brought tabby home :D

Okay, I'm going down now! :D
Toodles (:
I'm a happy kid today! :D

2007-07-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

I love Cher and Bianca!
Thanks for always being there when I just need to rant <3
And making me feel like you understand (:

Anyway today was considerably fine. Time flew during lessons. It just felt like the breaks came damn fast :O I guess it was a good thing. Although math was a killer. I totally don't understand a single thing ):

There was DSA today. Saw the girl whom we talked to, including her parents, during open house xD I think laoshi likes her (: And another peichun girl who's like seriously damn tall I feel so small and inferior and insignificant beside her ): Thank goodness I wasn't standing beside her or something. :D Bianca was like so excited when she heard she was from peichun. HAHA. Ego xD But she was good (: There was one DSA-er who cried D: And she was the one who borrowed lianghui's shorts. LOL!

After DSA, we went to KAP because we were feeling hungry. Called Cher and Mina if they wanted to join us and they said they'll call us back later xD They were having DSA too! :D Hahahahaha. Trish disappeared I think she had CCA or GECO or something D: I can't remember =/

Ohwell. Anyway so me nana and Bee went to kap first (: We ate and then biancaloh asked for my tabby. Heh then she started playing inkball. But it got really boring. Nana is lousy she sucks at inkball xD HAHAHAHHAA. Quit inkball and went to windows journal! Then we started drawing stuff to let others guess xD Came to this point when bianca drew nana extremely UGLILY and I could actually make it out xD wahahahhaa.

Then I drew Bianca xD Omg it was so hilarious. We all had BUNS on the top of our heads :D HAHAHHHAA. And bianca had teenyweeny eyes and superthick eyebrows and lips with no shape and super brown face which looks like a krabby patty and really small ears! IT WAS SO FUNNY. And I think we made a lot of noise. Halfway while we were drawing and laughing at each other, someone went, "SHH!" Oops xD

OHOHOH! I MET DORIS AT KAP XD The second time I've seen her in person after SCGS dance night! :D :D :D :D

Then it was their turn to draw me and bianca wanted to take revenge so she was like, no eyebrows for cheryl! ): so mean ): HAHAHAHA but ohwell it was equally funny. I had teenyweeny eyes too D: Just not cockeyed xD Oh and I had a yellow face instead of a brown one. HAHAHAHA. :D So I looked like a banana.

Nana's picture was still extremely sane because she was the first to be drawn (: I swear we'll draw another portrait of her :D :D

Then Cher and Mina arrived! But I couldn't stay longer because I had tuition. I wanted to stay so badly ): But Yeah so I rushed back home and my tuition teacher was there already! :O Lol hey I walked home okay (: Felt like it anyway.

These people really cheered me up lots <3
They made my day so much better! :D

I MUST hand in the two gonghans tomorrow.
I MUST I MUST I MUST.
Okay, back to work! ):

OH WAIT.
HOW CAN I FORGET THIS.

I GREWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
by like 1cm. ):
But whatever, I still grew and I finally reached the 160 mark! :D :D :D
5 more cm! :D
I just need to grow 1cm per term from now till sec 4!
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE LET ME GROW ):
I shall drink more milk! :D

2007-07-15T02:05:00.000+08:00

I am so freaking bored.
There's like no one I usually talk to online to entertain me ):

But nonetheless, TODAY WAS GREAT :D

Watched Harry Pottter :D (my second time and my mom doesn't know. If she did, she'll prolly kill me because she asked me not to watch it before today :/) It was fine but the cinema was damn noisy and it was annoying and distracting. Stupid little kids who were making so much noise. Seriously, they should learn their manners. I don't remember myself making so much noise while watching a movie before. Grrr.

Bianca was so eeked out by the scene where they showed Umbridge's room :D I was like "Omg Bianca's going to be so freaked out." And the next thing we knew, Nana heard an "Ewwwww" HAHAHAHHAHA it was really funny. Yeah, as you can tell, we were separated ): Ohwell.

I was feeling really lethargic after the movie. I think it's because I woke up EARLY ): But anyway, I didn't go for ballet. I was like "Mom, can I don't go for ballet because I'm feeling tired. Can I go out for lunch with them?" And my mom was like "You're tired and you still can go out?" And I was like," Only for lunch" Well yeah she let me go (: Then she went home.

Then we went to pacific plaza. Haven't been to the surf shops for like eons. But there wasn't much there so we went back to shaw. Bianca wanted to see her BIANCA jeans (yes, it has her name on it) so we went to mango and shaw. I tried the white jeans and it was nice (: I'm gonna go back today with my mom to get it :D Nana got a white racer. Bianca didn't get her jeans though.

Nana felt like eating prawn noodles! Hahahahaha then they were talking about hougang and lye xD Apparently the prawn noodles at hougang was nice ._. But anyway we went to food replublic. I've never eaten there before D: Nana bianca mina ate hokkien mee. Cher and I wanted the soup one so we walked around looking for it. Cher asked the drink woman who was walking past us where the prawn noodle shop was and it was right in front. With big fat chinese words in RED "XIA MIAN" :/ So embarrassing D: But anyway the stupid prawn noodle aunty is so blur she gave us laksa prawn noodle. Bloodyshit I don't eat laksa okay. I think she wanted to kill me or something D: As usual, I let nice cher do the nice talking because I know I'll end up being really qianbian. She insisted that her colleague told her LAKSA prawn noodles when wtf no she didnt -.- And she didn't want to change it for us until I opened my mouth and said firmly "BU YAO" :/ Then she took it away! Just knew I should have opened my mouth earlier. Ah but anyway she's reallyblur and stuff. She like, dropped the wrong ingredients into the boiler?! Sigh. Ohwell!

While walking back to our table, me and Cher felt like we were in a very precarious situation =/ I felt like someone was going to knock into me and make my bowl topple over. Well, I guess we were just being paranoid because it didn't happen. Then we camwhored a little, with disgusting plate filled with prawn shells, before we left. Bianca had pepsi bottle covers as eyes (: And Nana fed me disgusting vegetables which was mixed together with prawn shells (Duh no I didn't eat them okay. Not when its mixed with the prawnshells :/)

After eating, we walked around (: Went to Esprit and I saw a few nice tops. Called my mom to confess to her that I was shopping and she was surprisingly okay with it. In fact she seemed like she was in a good mood so I felt a bit more thick skinned and asked her if she was going to come over (to pay for the stuff). Well, I guess I know where I got my laziness from because my mom didn't wanna come over because "It's really crowded". But anyway I was fine with it because it'd be mean to ask her to come all the way here =/ So yeah I asked the people to hold the stuff for me and I'll be back tomorrow to collect it! Actually, today.

Yay. Then Bianca left for tuition. Cher and Nana were still in the changing room and we were already reaching the counters. Then Nana appeared and I was like hurrying her to the queue. And yes, she cut the queue =/ But if she were to queue again, she'd have to wait for TEN freaking minutes. It's retarded the queue was like seriously damn bloody long. But anyway they paid for the stuff and yeah xD we left Esprit.

Saw topshop and we decided to go in (: Trish left a while after we went in I think. She went to meet her other friends for dinner at FOUR THIRTY PM. DINNER. Yes. Hahahaha irregular meals! She didn't eat lunch and I hate half a piece of her hotcake for breakfast xD They were saying that I added alot of syrup D: Eh alot meh =/ It seriously wasnt sweet enough! ): Heh thank goodness Cher was like me :D

Trish left and me and nana saw this nice pair of black jeans :D It was really pretty. We went to try it on and we decided to get it. Cher wanted to try it too but there were only two pieces on display and we initially wanted to let Cher cut queue but the stupid woman didnt let her in! ): So yeah in the end she didn't try and she said she was too lazy to try anyway. Awman ): I felt so bad. Well, I tried to ask them to help me hold the item for me, again, but they didn't let. So Cher was nice and she lent me monayye. More of nets, actually. Nana's nets account was broke so she borrowed from Cher too. Cher's going to be soooo rich on Monday (: Thanks Cher! Anyway, I think my mom should get a nets account for me too. But I doubt she will. She'll be like, "No, you'll spend all the money." Wtf I won't lor ): I might even deposit money :D :D :D I hate seeing blank accounts so I wont spend all the money :D But I haven't brought it up to her. Neither do I dare to because she might start nagging and rambling D: Ohwell. I'm fine with the way it is now. Just that I feel bad when I use other people's net accounts ):

On second thoughts, my mom might actually get me one if I ask her! Why? Because she was saying that she wants to see how I handle my money. LOL. Maybe I should go suggest it to her! :D Yeah, when I feel like it! (: I wonder when that'll be... (:

My mom was bugging me because she was waiting for me at Aunty Stella's place. Apparently she said that she'd be there at 3 and she asked me to take a bus down there. But erm. By the time we finished shopping at topshop it was 5 =/ Felt bad for making her wait since she agreed to go back to orchard to get my stuff today :D I bet she wants to go shopping too okay. :D Last week she was like asking me if I wanted to go shopping and dammit, I WANTED! But there was so much to complete for SIAs, I didn't go ): Not sure if she went with my father in the end because I was too busy doing work by the computer to care. Neither did I want to care because I'll start feeling so sore about it ): But today will make up for it! :D

Okay so I met my mom at Aunty Stella's place. I haven't been there for so long already. Used to go there every week after ballet in my tights. Lol I still remember. Aunty Stella was saying how much I've grown and everything. She made me feel so good about my height! :D :D :D That made my day!

I was feeling sleepy so I went to sleep. Was supposed to wake up at 630 to eat dinner early because I was going to watch Mercury tonight. Apparently my maid only woke me up at 7. Well I have nothing against that because I got to sleep for half and hour more :D Well, I had a quick dinner and finished at 7.10! Like, WOW! :D Was supposed to meet lianghui at 7.15 but I didn't wanna be alone so I waited for her to reach first. Oops. Meanwhile, I went back to sleep... Hahahah I didn't hear the vibration so I didnt know she replied my message. So I only woke up at 7.25 and guess what, the performance starts at 7.30 :D Changed quickly and my mom drove me to school. Before my mom turned in, I realised that I forgot my ticket. Like, how smart of me, right? So we turned back and got my ticket!

Well, we still made it. They always open the doors late anyway.
Lalala (: After typing that, I feel like such a pig.

Today was a great day.
Not to mention, fruitful :D
I feel so happy (:
Especially when SIAs are HISTORY :D
That's really a load of my chest.

But tests are coming real soon. I just hope I wont fail math again because I hate math remedial. I dont mind going, seriously but it clashes with peer tutoring and dance. So it's like a dilemma. But the past three weeks has worked out well. Like I always say... things will work out (: And they did!

Tried studying math just now. Was successful to a certain extent. I think I only managed to concentrate for like half an hour. Wasn't that fruitful though. Didn't get past box and whiskers diagram (yeah they sound so gay) and havent reached standard deviation yet.

I think I'll be meeting SCPS people this wednesday again (: Tiffany's going! I cant wait to meet her I haven't seen her a single time for 5 years plus! :D Amanda's excited too but she might not be able to make it. ): But this also means that I wont be able to go out with nana bianca mina cher and trish! Oh trish has piano so she's not counted xD I hope I don't miss out too much, whereever they're going! They never fail to brighten up my day :D and bring laughter into my stupid boring life!

Okay I think I'll stop here. It's a really long post. Haven't posted such a detailed post for a long time. But I feel happy today so yeah :D

2007-07-14T00:27:00.000+08:00

Tabby is cool (: I'm starting to love them even more now!
I'm in my living room typing this!
So it's kind of risky because my mom's like sitting right in front of me D:
But I don't think she'll know (:

TODAY'S FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH :O :O :O :O

Tomorrow I'm going to watch Harry Potter again. I prefer the previous movie but maybe I'll change my mindset after watching it tomorrow again because I was feeling kind of sleepy on Thursday anyway. Yeah, lack of sleep ): That's why I'm so glad today's FRIDAY!!!!!

AND TODAY MARKS THE END OF SIAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN YOU DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM.

But anyway tests will be here like damn soon ): We had geog test today anyway. I seriously think I'll fail AGAIN. I've been failing the last two terms I don't exactly wanna fail again. But I didn't have time to study properly this time so ... ): Ohwell!

SENIORS CAME BACK TODAY! :D But I didn't exactly get to talk to them ): Boo I miss Kaishi and Peixuan ):

Ah I'm so bored.
And I'm tired ):

2007-07-10T12:41:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY BROUGHT THE BLOODY BLUTAC HOME.
SO KEITA'S LIKE ON MY CUPBOARD NOW <3

Omg Irene Tan just stepped in and she was like, "Cheryl I haven't gotten your summary yet right?" Shit I feel damn bad it's like june hols. And then she asked, "Do you feel that there's a need for me to look at it?" Bloodyhell she's damn nice lah she makes me feel guilty ): Stupid lianghui pangseh me and went for meeting D: But anyway I told her we'd pass it to her after school today. I'm supposed to be doing it now but guess what, I'm like blogging D:

Tablet pcs are a distraction.
And they are bloody heavy I died carrying it up! FOUR STOREYS ):

Omg Pinghui's like asking for nice comments for the teachers now xD We are such nice people we're like giving everyone kind comments :D Coreen's so funny, I swear (: I wonder what we'll write about... :D :D :D :D :D Inside joke (:

It's time to pack my file... again. Seriously it has only been a few weeks and it's bulging like crap already. Or maybe it's just because I can't be bothered to file it =/ Aiya whatever I hate to pack files ): I still haven't packed LA file and Geog file lah freak.

Oh and peer tutoring yesterday was so funny lah (: They were so mean to the teacher! I laughed so much by the time I got home I was so freaking tired and drained and everything. Not to mention the fact that I slept at 430 the night before ):

CO Showcase tonight! Will be back late and we'll have to start on our geog after that....
NOT AGAIN.
Told you it's never ending ):

Shit I just realised that IreneTan gave back the compres already. And me and lianghui haven't handed it in yet =/ Just great. Reminds me of biows4.2 D: I never handed it in to ChristineLee lah D:

Sigh okay I think I'll try to do the summary now ):

2007-07-09T03:20:00.000+08:00

And once again, we're up doing work.
Seriously, this is never-ending.

My printer's printing at a seriously super slow turtle rate it annoys me like crap because I want to go down to my room already ): I still have mathws, chinese gonghan and compre which is wayyyyyyy overdue to do okay. Kill me. Yes, I don't mind if you stalk me and come to my house now and stab me ):

I bet I won't be able to last tomorrow at school anymore. One whole week of exhaustion is enough for me. My body can take a few days but not one whole week. I have a feeling I'm going to collapse soon ): I really wanna get over this SIA shit like NOW. It's making me all angsty and moody and everything I hate ):

Come on, printer, please print faster.
Ah fine I heck already.
Tomorrow morning then i collect the stuff D:

2007-07-08T01:44:00.000+08:00

This is one of the times when I just feel like banging on my electric guitar, plugged into my amps, blasted at full volume.
If I could, I would.
But it's freaking late now.
I feel angsty.

2007-07-07T00:52:00.000+08:00

Funfair today!

Nothing much actually. Me and cher were kind of alone the whole day today because Trish didn't come and Lianghui and Bianca had council stuff. We did look for Nana and Mina though but we only spent like a little time with them because it was their shift already and after that they never left the stall =/

We spent quite a lot of time in our classroom actually. Making customisation orders from downstairs. And I was ironing! Because ironing is actually quite fun and you won't get to see Cheryl iron any other time of the year anymore (: Hahaha yes I didn't wanna put the beads on the templates because I wasn't feeling patient enough today D: and I didn't have the mood too. I don't think I'd be able to stare at the templates and put those beads in. I'll prolly go blind and when I woke up in the morning I could hardly open my eyes ): I almost didn't wanna go to school but then nice me thought of lianghui and decided to drag myself to school...

You know there's something that I'm ITCHING to blog about but I've really got absolutely no mood to think about it now.
Another time, maybe.

And to you: You seriously need to do some soul-searching.

2007-07-06T02:39:00.000+08:00

I know I'm supposed to be sleeping but I can't fall asleep ):

And just now I was really falling asleep just now lah. I was like talking on the phone with my eyes closed D: And then when i came down I felt like playing my guitar so I did... And now I don't feel like sleeping anymore. I was supposed to be making hama beads but then I don't know where the iron is and I don't wanna go down to look for it lest my maid wakes up and finds out I'm awake then I'm dead because it's like really late now :/

I miss idling ): I wanna go back to ambleside in UK and roll on the grass down the hill and read poems (mygosh I can't believe I'm saying this) and talk to weiqing they all and everything. I suddenly miss UK so much omg ): Sigh can i fly there with nana now or something ):

Anyway after school I went to buy more hama beads with nana. We talked quite alot (: I love catching up with nana! She talks about really interesting stuff you never get bored (: Heh heh heh :D and I bought the Lime magazine with Daniel Radcliffe on the front page! :D :D :D :D he looks good there. At least he doesn't have screwed fugly hair :D Heh. But somehow I feel that Lime's really sarcastic in their comments and stuff D: somewhat like those really gossipy tabloid magazines =/ just not THAT serious.

Sheesh the battery is down to two bars. I feel so stupid I didn't bring the adaptor home lah ): Cannot charge.

And my knee is screwed. It hurts ): I hope it doesn't screw up during dance tomorrow. And I hope I don't feel stiff tomorrow ): I hope we lian gong too. I miss lianing gong D: I miss jumping ): I think jumping on the considerably empty dance floor after cca with bianca is really fun (: especially when I feel HIGH :D literally jump high I mean. Haha and that makes me high (:

I seriously think I should sleep soon. But I think I'll make a rose first. And iron it tomorrow morning or something. But I don't know man, I don't really feel like doing it =/Lost the mood for it already.

I shall go do pointe before I sleep.
:D pointe makes me happy it's so pretty (:
I think centrestage rocks big time I wanna buy the dvd! And i can go watch it over and over and over :D :D :D :D :D
Ballet is the best (:

Okay that's enough I think I should be sleeping in about half an hour or so.

2007-07-05T10:21:00.000+08:00

Wulao's not here today so we get a free period.

Today sucks lah. We're supposed to be presenting geog today during recess and guess what? She didn't even appear until the last five minutes -.- like wth. and there are two groups presenting okay. It's so annoying because we really wanted to settle it and really get over it and done with it. Now we have to present on monday RECESS. She better be here at the start of the recess. Trish was so pissed she sounded a bit like she was talking to heng when she said "this is a three minutes presentation, not a three hour presentation" last year :D ahahaha twoten rocks!

Had PE today and I rammed my finger into the volleyball while playing captains ball. It hurts like shit I can't bend it and I can't type properly and I can't even tie my hair okay ): It's swollen too D: gah. And I looked like a madwoman after PE and i couldn't tie my hair ): I was like dying. Then during recess I asked lianghui to tie my hair and my fragile scalp almost died D: hahahaha reminds me of SYF =/ Just that I didn't scream this time (: stupid huiying was like staring and me and sheena was telling her that I have a really sensitive scalp ): they gossip about meeeeee ): HAHAHAHA :D

Yesterday we were making hama beads! It was sooooo draining and confusing and it made me go almost blind ): I love the rose! It's damn hard to make okay ): I felt sooo tired during tuition. Then I "woke up" after tuition because I was super frantic because we had to hand in and do alot of stuff today. And my brain started working! And i didn't feel stupid anymore (:

We're supposed to be doing our zuowen now and I'm blogging =/
Hahahaha someone is playing some gay song that sounds like something Yin Hwee would listen to XD it was so funny she played seven dwarves while we were making the hama stuff yeserday. And i can't believe guen yik is actually really going to make digimon =/ she is nuts she brought stuff she drew on graph paper like FOUR YEARS AGO. HAHAHAHA DAMN ANCIENT XD

Melanie has such a weird laughter and she was so damn high yesterday she made me high too. Hahahahahahha she and her superman logo XD

I'm starting to like our new classroom (: Mainly because of our tablet pcs and air conditioned room hehhehheh.

OMG lianghui just asked who's doing zuowen and no one replied XD so funny XD I shall do math ws and compre which is seriously OVERDUE. I hate procrastination ): Hahahahhaa. Oh and I just realised that my pink dolphin bottle is still rotting in our classroom since like last week =/ The other time i think i stocked up till like three or four bottle and they falling off my table and they made alot of noise D: kendra had to keep picking them up for me. I should seriously get rid of my bad habits (:

ladeedum okay I think I'll be a good girl and try to do math ws... and compre ):

2007-07-05T01:37:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS GOING TO SUCK LIKE SHITCRAP ):
I just know it.

2007-06-27T00:05:00.001+08:00

Shall blog since I'm waiting for my printer to finish printing.

First day of school sucked. The worst first day I've evereverever had ): We moved up to the tablet pc classroom! And I don't like it. It's bloody at the FOURTH level and we came from the FIRST level ): Great. So now we have to like climb up four storeys and die. Although the fats thing consoles me a little, I'm still quite pissed ): But I guess the only good thing about it is that there's air con. And I think the classroom is really quite informal; it doesn't feel like a classroom at all.

The worst thing is, we won't be able to walk past threeeleven and laugh at them and wave and everything ): we won't be neighbours anymore. Ohwell. And guess what, we'll be the last to be down for breaks. Freaking FOURTH level! D: I want my food. But bianca nana and jas will help us buy :D hahahaha :D

When I first heard about us moving up, I thought lydia and kristie were joking lah. =/ And guess what, everyone else were moving their stuff up too. And that was when it occurred to me that maybe it's true =/ OHWELL. Nothing we can do anyway. I shall start thinking positively and stop hating the classroom! :D

Second day of school was not much better. I still can't believe school has started. It doesn't feel like it! I feel like I'm just dragging my feet in everything, seriously =/ But I was really sleepy today. I think it's the sleeping at 4am thing taking effect ): I couldn't wake up! And i felt sooooo very sleepy during lesson. I slept during chinese AGAIN. And guess what, people like trish and cher were playing volleyball -.- or wolleyball (: Hahaha it was really funny because it was so obvious they were not paying attention. Cher's back was like totally facing yawen lah. D: Hahaha then I joined in their game and they actually had a paper ball!!!! HAHAHA. The paper ball was with trish that time and i was sitting quite far away from her as cher was in the middle XD So trish attempted throwing it to me and guess what. The paper ball flew high into the air and yawen saw EVERYTHING. sheesh. The whole class started laughing =/ It was THAT obvious. HAHAHA but it was funny :D Yawen is nice, she didn't get angry or anything (:

Oh, speaking about WOLLEYBALL, it is very fun! Although my forearms are bruised and a few of my capillaries burst ): The capillaries don't hurt but the bruises do... ): BUT IT WAS FUN :D I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT PE LESSON! Wheeee (:

Maybe I should just come up in the morning to collect the stupid printing stuff. Seriously, my printer takes ages to print stuff lah. And it gets irritating when I want to sleep early and I get the chance to because I don't want to fall asleep during class again like today.

Ohwell. Okay, I'm going down to my room (:
TO SLEEP!

2007-06-24T02:03:00.000+08:00

I love my uncle :D He is soooo funky. Hahahahaha. He was telling us about all the stuff he did in army to make his own life easier. My brother's going for army next year. The house is going to be soooo much quieter. I don't think I'll be used to it =/ NO MORE BULLYING. Hahaha. Ohwell. My uncle's going back to China to work today.

Had tuition today. I was totally falling asleep. I didn't even understand what she was saying =/ I was literally just copying down stuff without thinking. Sigh but at least i copied it down so that I can look through it and try to understand. Although I doubt I will do that =/

Today's already Saturday. Oh make that Sunday. We're supposed to go to Lianghui's house to do project. No, projectS. ): This sucks. School's starting tomorrow?! It doesn't feel like it. Time really does fly. Haven't even had much time to go out this holiday. I'm looking forward to the September holidays!!! MY BIRTHDAY :D heh.

And September is sooooo far away ): Although time will fly... once again.

I think the whatever baby video is damn funny. So is guenyik's nick :D hahahaha okay I don't feel like blogging anymore.
And I don't think I'll even be blogging when school starts. Too hectic! And there won't be much to blog about anyway.
I still want to go to Japan to watch w-inds. summer concert ): ): ): ):

2007-06-21T02:35:00.001+08:00

WENT TO MINA'S HOUSE TODAY :D
To do homework. Supposedly.

Well Cher and Nana did. Mina and I kind of didn't =/ I tried to do okay ): But I really need some time to adjust to that i-really-wanna-finish-my-work mood sooooo I couldn't really focus. What with the laptop which was switched on and the xbox and glendon and the tv D:

I swear Glendon is damn cute! :D hahahaha. He rocks at the shooting game. And yes, I know I suck at it. Well I guess I'm just happy that the neighbours didn't come knocking on mina's door to complain because we were too noisy. Cher and I almost had a heart attack playing that game okay. I think I died a million times D: And Cher and I failed the mission! AHHHH. Lol Glendon plays that violent game everyday he became so pro at it ._. Hahahaha then at first he was like pestering Mina to go and play with him. Damn funny :D

My iPod battery was going to die and I didn't want to stare at the stupid tvmobile screen on the way back with Nana so i borrowed mina's charger (:

And I am so proud to say that me and Nana found our way to Mina's place alone!!! With cher's guidance, of course. Hahahahhaa. Cher was like saying that we have to drop off at the blue blocks then at first i thought that was Mina's house. Then when we dropped off i was like eh wth why the bus never drop us THERE. Goose lah that wasn't Mina's house :D hahahaha. Thank goodness nana went to mina's house before (:

Anyway I tried to do bloody IH source based. I read the first paragraph of the background information and I didn't feel like reading anymore. Nothing was going into my head anyway ): So I gave up ):

But anyway, I am determined to do work tomorrow! Lol yes i promise I will (: Since I'm free the whole day tomorrow anyway. But I'm going to sleep in! Haven't been able to sleep in much this holiday since I spent two weeks in UK we had to wake up early everyday. And yes, it was a chore to wake up. I think me and nana would take 15 minutes to get out of our bloody beds lah D:

I'm aching all over from yesterday's dance. Back, stomach, sides, thighs, arms ): it hurts like crap I just need to walk up the stairs and it'll start aching ): And I can't even laugh too hard because my stomach muscles will ache ): ahhhh. this sucks. Then when we were doing bridge today my arm muscles and thigh muscles started cramping up lah D: Yes, my muscles hurt that bad. And it's not fair because people like nana don't have muscle aches ):

I MISS SYF ):

I was just talking to guenyik just now and that was the weirdest conversation ever man. HAHAHAHA. That stupid woman kept wanting to go offline and I kept trying to distract her to make her stay :D but seriously the stuff we talk about is weird. I don't think anyone else will ever talk about the stuff we talked about D: thank goodness we are both girls (: HAHAHAHA. But it's so funny! And yeah we both LOVEEEEEE w-inds.!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D and keita and ryohei and ryuichi! :D :D :D :D :D :D

Shucks no ballet this saturday. No guitar this Sunday either. Which also means that I can sleep in! Which makes me happy but I wanna dance moremoremore and I wanna learn new songs too ): gah. But I have enough to practice for 2 weeks so maybe I should just shutup. HAHA.

I haven't played golf for like dontknowhowmanyweeks I suddenly feel like playing it. That was random. I like swinging the club :D I like using woods because the sound it makes when it comes in contact with the ball is SOLID. And the ball goes far so I feel good about myself :D

Okay maybe I should stop here. I am getting more and more random =/
But seriously there's no one online now and I don't feel like sleeping. My brother is beside me and he's watching some violent anime and he just asked me if i like violent anime and i stared at him and he was like, if you like violent anime then you should watch this and he said that they kill monsters. I ignored him and stared at my screen again. And he just asked me to type softer. Like wth how do you type softer. And he doesn't type that soft either okay. And I think he thought i was typing very loudly because i was talking to guenyik just now like crazy and i was typing like crazy so ohwell. I bet he's feeling guilty for staying up late. Heh. Guilty conscience. I think he's especially afraid that my mom will wake up and ask us to go back to bed.

I think I should use the computer lesser. My keyboard's letters are fading because my keyboard is black. But i like my keyboard. It doesn't make my hand ache. Lol :D And computers make me feel more awake and therefore i wont feel like sleeping but this is very bad for my body. As my mom always says... I'll grow old faster. Ohwell. But I don't listen and guess what I'm doing now. Staying up. I told her I'd sleep at one and its already 2.33am now. :D

Okay. That's enough randoming.
In case my brother complains of me typing too noisily again -.-
I shall just stick to the stupid mouse.

2007-06-19T15:17:00.000+08:00

Damn I really hate it when my knees screw up. They just start hurting like crap without warning and there's this stupid sharp pain. And I had to wear my knee guard today. And there was dance today so I felt quite horrid ): But we lian-ed gong today and that makes me happy! :D It was damn shuang.

Council people didn't come because they had Council Camp so the dance studio was quite empty and spacious today. I miss bianca ): I haven't seen her for weeks! And today I saw her bringing around one of the council seniors. I think they were practicing for open house XD HAHAHA

I didn't wear my retainer for a week plus and now my teeth hurts ): I just didn't have the mood D: and lazy too =/ But the whole of the one week in UK i wore okay!!! I don't like wearing my retainers because I can't pronounce properly with them. D: And that sucks because I feel uncomfortable.

I feel a bit sleepy and I want to sleep but yet I don't feel sleepy. This is so ironic.

Maybe I'll blog later. Although I think I won't.
And i promise to start on my homework tonight!

2007-06-19T00:54:00.001+08:00

First meal of the day = lunch!

Yay i love having lunches as the first meal of the day. :D sleeping in late rocks. Anyway, I won't be blogging about the sleepover because mina blogged about it already and I'm too lazy to type everything out anyway but maybe I'll give some details :D

We slept super duper late last night! I think we slept later than 5. I won't be surprised. But we couldnt check the time because our phones were all outside the guest room D: lol how smart. but anyway I was suddenly very high =/ I just kept laughing! I have no idea why. and nana was high with me too (: but she talked more than she laughed and i laughed more than i talked. not surprising (: But anyway not long after, mina joined in! HAHAHA and she became high too! and then trish woke up and she joined us too! :D only cher was the totally knocked out one and guess what! she was right in the middle ._. how ironic. LOL. and cos cher's hand was quite zor teng (however you spell that, man.) so nana tried to move it away from under her back. albeit unsuccessfully =/ cher's hand kept bouncing back :D HAHAHA. loser nana.

errr me and nana slept all the way through the night till like twelve plus. which, honestly, is really quite early for us =/ and the other stupid three dodos kept disturbing our sleep and made us get up so unwillingly ): we could have slept so much more. RAH.

lol okay the rest of the details can be found on mina's blog!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA. (inside joke)

anyway, i want a new guitar. But I've been spending a lot of money this year. What with all the global classroom overseas trips and the possibility that i might be going for OBS again at the end of this year, and more which i choose not to say. Ahh but i really want a new guitar. A classical one since my electric guitar is such a white elephant. Actually i wanted to play it that night but i just need to plug the bloody wire into my amps and the whole thing blasted. like omfg. and it didnt help that it was in the middle of the night. At like 3 plus?! in the morning, yes. I didn't dare to try it again because my mom is such a light sleeper she wakes up at the slightest sound and if she finds out that I am awake, she'll probably just kill me. I Might ask for a new guitar for my birthday present if i feel bold enough =/ But i think I wont be. Maybe i should just wait for another year ):

And i am so lazy I don't even change my strings D: ahh, yes don't scream. and I'm too lazy to go buy new strings anyway. Since my strings havent burst yet D: My bass strings oxidised already lah. But it's really damn ma fan to take it out and put it back D: my electric guitar ones are even worse beacuse they are all metal. LOL. Ah anyway I was playing my electric guitar without the amps and omg it was seriously a lot easier =/ The fretboard is thinner and it's easier to reach for the strings! And i think amps are really damn cheaterbug. Don't even need to press properly and there's sound already. Like doing slurs. Doing it on the classical guitar is like D: but when you do it on the electric, you don't even need to come down fast. you just need to tap on the string D: ahhh. But i still feel bad for not using my electric so i guess i shall use it more often. LOL.

Okay enough! That was very luosuo. HAHAHA. Just like how mina thinks her post is luosuo. But aiya it's for really bored people like me. Just that i have stuff to do but i dont want to do them. I guess i shall ask cher for the whole list of our homework and start doing tomorrow or something ): I should really start on my work or i'll just die. Sooner or later.

2007-06-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

I don't want school to start ):

Ahh when school starts we have to hand in and rush all the SIAs. That also means that I won't have time to meet up with SCPS people. (I bet Charlie's cursing me now.) I think I can only officially settle down and get used to school again in week three. And then, we'll be having all the tests. This really sucks. I still don't feel like doing work. No urge to push me. Maybe when the pressure starts getting to me I'll start. I wonder when that'll be.

Why can't we have longer holidays ):

2007-06-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

ahh I don't know why I'm so bored today.
Maybe it's just a sign that I should start on my holiday homework.
But do I look like I'm going to care soon?

Anyway I went back to Gramophone to buy the w-inds. dvd! :D :D :D yes, I am a happy girl (: I just love making-of's! And seeing all the backstage stuff! Ahhh it's awesome <3 I'm going to rewatch it after i finish blogging this post and then I'll go down to play my guitar. I've been practicing a lot this week! Maybe because I've been feeling quite bored and there's nothing much to do after watching all the stuff that's nice on tv.

My mom's finally going to buy a new dvd player tomorrow! Just in time for the sleepover! I'M REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. I feel a bit pissed now though. I don't know why either. And since she's going to Holland V, there's a gramophone there! :D I shall just go and check it out and see if they have other w-inds. cds! If not I'll go check out That CD Shop and HMV. And i want w-inds. and keita's photobooks!!!! But it'll be a bomb D:

Blogging somehow kills boredom. But I got over blogging over already and during school term there's so much to do you don't even feel like blogging when you get home and use the computer. Sometimes I don't even feel like chatting. I just feel like stoning and watch w-inds. videos (: I want all of their dvds and cds!!!! I'm still short of three cds I think. And i want all of their concert dvds! I think my mom's going to kill me. But it's okay buying it now than when the GST goes up :D and she said that herself! :D :D that gives me a reason to splurge. I will try to save when the GST goes up to 7%! and stop buying so many cds! ahh yes that will work for now, until i get bored of my songs and i want moremore new songs, which makes mina happy because she gets new songs from me :D

"WITHOUT MUSIC LIFE WOULD BE A MISTAKE. "
I agree. Totally.

Okay I'm such a random person. I'm seriously just typing whatever comes to my mind. And I just realised that this post is kind of always revolving around w-inds. Yet again (:

Ballet today was fun anyway. I love the classical dance! <3 Ahh but we always don't have enough time for her to teach us new steps ): I like learning new steps. I hate stopping at a certain point when we've already done it so many times before. It's exciting learning new stuff. The new barre music is nice. I didn't like the previous barre music. But i think i still prefer Grade 6's music. But ohwell. Pre-elementary's music was the weirdest but we all got used to it. Now that they changed the music I'm not so used to it and the timing is a bit weird now D: but nevermind. I like pirouettes but they make me giddy. I love pointe! It is so fun and challenging :D I wanna do more centre exercises and I wanna start doing arabesques on pointe! And I wanna know what our centre exercises for pointe will be like! I'm getting bored of doing pointe on barre although the exercises are nice. I love Allegros too! Although they make me feel tired but the exercises are nice too (:

Enough about ballet. I WANT TO LIAN GONG ON TUESDAY!!!! We didn't do barre on wednesday and friday ): ): ): ): I miss lianing gong! But a few of the xiao ges did barre on our own :D yay. and ti tui! and xiao tiaos and zhong tiaos! I love doing da tiao although i think that my left leg is getting suckier and suckier because i keep practicing my right split jump. i should seriously learn to start practicing both legs.

I want to do la tui too! ): rah. but maybe i should wait somemore. I love doing side split jump it is so thrilling and fun! I miss dancing our SYF dance ):

Ah im getting bored of blogging and it's time to rewatch the dvd :D
before going down to my room to practice for guitar.
then, sleep.
But i dont feel sleepy. maybe i will later on.

TOODLES.

2007-06-15T00:30:00.000+08:00

DANCE TOMORROW! :D

I really love sui ye ru ge! It's super nice! I can't wait to learn the rest of it! :D But anyway, I feel so out of touch. Haven't danced for like ten days plus and i suddenly feel so weak D: like, i dont feel the bounce when i jump anymore ): And it didn't help that i didn't go for ballet last saturday either! OHWELL.

I did cangku duty already! :D the cangku is actually very clean now. Compared to like... during syf period? IT WAS HORRENDOUS D: hahahahahaha.

Bianca's in Malaysia anyway! I miss her! ): Not fair she's going shopping. I also want to go! We were planning on going to Malaysia to shop during sabbats but in the end we didn't. HAHAHAHA. How funny.

Oh anyway the other four dodos will be staying over at my place this sunday till monday! :D :D :D :D so exciting! I wonder what we'll be doing ._. but i really don't wanna watch the house of wax! D: it's so scary i think i'll have nightmares =/ as if the wax figures that didn't move at warwick castle in UK were not scary enough... Speaking of dvds, my dvd player downstairs in the living room got blasted and my mom hasnt bought a new one yet. LOL it just exploded.

Although my ankle doesn't hurt very much, I still hope that it'll fully recover! If not it'll hinder pointe ): and it hurts ABIT at certain angles and i feel like my ankles are weaker now. NOOO. Stupid hump! D: they should have coloured it! D:

ah okay i guess thats enough to entertain SOME people and for them to niao me -.- you know who you are!

TOODLES (:

p.s. I love laoshi!

2007-05-29T00:59:00.000+08:00

Leaving for UK tomorrow!

Like omg I don't feel like I'm going to leave tomorrow :O And nana was just asking me if I was excited. Honestly, no =/ Usually I'll be damn excited D: But anyway, I love the feeling of landing and qi fei-ing :D Shit I can't remember the english word for that D: Mind block D:

My blog is so dead lah. Seriously I'm too lazy to blog too =/

Oh and we went to Chen Su Lan Children's Home today. I have a lot to say about it but I'll only blog after I come back from UK (: because i really don't feel like typing so much now D: not when I'm totally exhausted and zonked.

THERE'S DANCE TOMORROW! :D
I think that's the only thing that really gets me excited :D

Seeing life the way it is.

2007-05-17T00:29:00.001+08:00

Jolted back to reality.

2007-05-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINA!
YOU CAN CONTINUE BEING AS GAY AS YOU ARE NOW AND WE'LL STILL LOVE YOU AS
MUCH AS EVER! <3>

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Anyway, i'm in such a good mood today, i just HAVE to blog! (:

I FINISHED GEOG ASSIGNMENT BEFORE 12! LIKE OMG. FIRST TIME :D but i have to
admit today's quite slack ._. not much homework. like finally? i can take a
breather :D heh.

and guenyik is one gross girl D: you won't want to hear what she did in the
canteen with chrysanthemum and mee goreng and straws and USED ice cream
sticks with saliva on them D: oh and not to mention, paper boxes. I really
wonder what will happen at macs man D:

anyway, i really miss scps people alotalotalot!!!! I just realised how long
i havent seen them ): since last year end of year i think! and i've been so
busy with syf at the start of the year that we didnt even get to meet up
during march! D: ahhhhh so sad. but nevermind now we're meeting up :D kudos
to charlie for taking the initiative. HAHAA.

ahhhhh. anyway today has been a great day! math remedial was fine :D (damn
this is the FIRST time in my life i've ever gone for remedial) oh but i
think it'll really help me alot because people like me -ahem- wont do extra
practices on my own one lah. and since we are made to do so much for math
remedial, im quite sure i'll improve, even by a few marks ): pleaseeeee! I
HOPE. ahhh no self discipline D: badbadbadbadbad! i should really get rid of
my bad habits lah. and stop sleeping so late. especially when i have the
chance to sleep early.

okay fine i admit im in such a good mood today that i feel so productive.
and talkative. thats why i was so distracted! i kept chatting online and
typing and typing my fingers wouldnt stop i felt like i had sooooo much to
say after so long! and i just couldnt do geog. then i finally got down to
doing it and vualah! I FINISHED IT! LIKE OMG. but actually i have to admit i
didnt finish earlier because i was lazy to go down to take my notes too =/
DAMN. LAZY AGAIN D:

this is sooooo bad. ):

oh my mommy's back anyway! :D another cause for celebration! although she
has only been away for one week and i've grown quite accustomed to her going
overseas, especially for business trips but i dont know why i missed her so
much this time! :D oh but why is it that when im hardworking she's always
not around to see. so she always ends up nagging at me because on the days
when there's not much homework to do, she's always home! and then she sees
me slacking -.- and then she starts nagging ): but whatever! i still love
her!

oh and i love watching reality shows with my father! heh :D its so funnnnn!
that day i was soooo bored i just came up to watch with him :D and omg i was
laughing like CRAPPPPPP. felt good to laugh so much! i kind of felt deprived
of laughter and colour and positiveness in my life anyway. oh no im not emo.
i just missed getting hyper D:

AHHHH i feel like such a family person all of a sudden (and that ahhhh wasnt
a scream of anything. it was like that kind of satisfied ahhhh :D )

okay i should stop crapping and just go and sleep. it's going to be a long
day ahead! :D
oh but damn why are there so many ants today! i feel like killing all of
them! >: ( but nah today has been a great day! i wont kill ALL of them :D

sheesh i still feel like typing and typing and typing and typing. there's
something seriously wrong with me lah D: but anyway i'll still go off!
BYEBYEBYEBYE :D

TOODLES.

p.s. i'll be putting the time i finished my geog assignment! :D :D :D :D :D
:D

2007-04-19T00:47:00.000+08:00

GOLD WITH HONOURS!
GOLD WITH HONOURS!
GOLD WITH HONOURS!

We did it! (:
All our hard work really paid off!
And it goes to show that we weren't slogging for nothing! :D

Omg it was so scary when Laoshi told us because she really sounded like she was kidding! Omg omg omg omg I'm Damn Freaking Happy! :D :D :D :D :D :D

Oh no. But I think i'm going to suffer from post-syf depression ):

2007-04-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

It was like a dream.

Seven minutes just passed by in a blink of the eye. We were on stage, and the next thing we knew, we were off stage.

Everything felt so surreal.

Maybe it was destined to be like that. Before that, we weren't dancing properly. We weren't even focused. But once the competition time neared, we started getting more serious and really tried our best to jing xia lai. I believe that everyone put in their utmost best, and that's the reason why we performed so well! Laoshi must be very proud of us; she was so worried before that.

I guess all those mentally and physically draining practises we've had before really paid off! I hope that we will be able to reach our expected target, or even higher. We've pushed our limits, broken our barriers and we've definitely gained alot from this SYF. Especially from Laoshi.

We've gone through so much together, as a whole dance society. TONG GAN GONG KU! We started from scratch!
Last but not least, Thanks to all those who wished us good luck etc.! I'm too lazy to name out but you know who you are! :D

I think I'm going to fall into post-SYF depression soon ):
We already did after we stepped out of the backstage. And we all became emo people together! :D

2007-04-15T21:08:00.001+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE 16th.

The day we've all been waiting for.

Laoshi has all her hopes pinned on us. Just like how she always says, we are all she has. Let's not disappoint her or anyone else, especially ourselves. We all have expectations for ourselves, just like how the whole school has set their expectations on us. Let's live up to those expectations!

Seven months. Seven months of practice. It wasn't easy. We've worked hard all the way, this is the veryvery last stretch! Let's all put in our best! We all know how hard we've practised. Cast that exhaustion away and just put all the strength you've left into this last dance, before we start regretting.

Seven months of practice in exchange for seven minutes on stage.

GO DANCERS!
WE CAN DO IT!

Let's just DANCE <3
wholeheartedly.

2007-04-06T23:48:00.001+08:00

Yes, I know.
My blog is Dead.

But we've been super duper busy the past few weeks. With IH proposals and progress research report and worksheets and everything and DANCE! We had to work at ungodly hours almost every night last week. Hahaha but we still complete our work okay (:

SYF is coming reallyreallyreally soon! TEN10 more days! I can't believe time is passing so fast. We don't have much time left already ): I hope we really meet up with our expectations, as well as everyone's expectations, especially laoshi's. Let's all put in our best during dance sessions and practice harderharderharder! It's time we felt the adrenaline rush (: It's time we felt the urge. It's time we start being more focused and committed and less self-centred. Everyone's going through the same thing, so NYCD lets go through it together! WE CAN DO IT!

I think I'm going to feel really empty after SYF. Like, we've been chiong-ing together for so long and suddenly it's all over. And all I'm left with are memories and an empty shell. Life's like that (:

Oh and I've been abandoning Bleach for the past month! D: hahaha so im kind of lagging behind D: lol. Since I don't feel like doing any homework now, and i think there's none anyway, I shall go and watch :D But yet i feel like sleeping. Ohwell i think I'll watch 2 episodes then I'll go back and sleep.

DANCE TOMORROW :D :D :D :D
GO GO DANCERS!

2007-03-29T00:39:00.001+08:00

WHAT IS THE WORLD COMING TO?!

2007-03-17T00:47:00.001+08:00

Come and Go.

2007-03-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

INDESCRIBABLE.

No words can describe my emotions.
No words can describe the time i had at OBS.

Words don't do justice,
at all.

2007-03-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

OBS :D

Day 1:

Day 1 was quite slack (: we reached there and one of the gay (okay not really GAYGAY but you get what I mean :D) instructors said he'll give us a task. lol and that was to make our way up to the MPH, multi purpose hall. lol -.- so anyway yes we accomplished the task! :D and we made it up there. and so we went into our groups and omcrap the tag we were sitting behind wrote "Sui Sen"! and i was like omcrap wth go for OBS also need to be reminded about susie -.- hahaha yes because they sound alike =/ Sui Sen. Susie. Hahahaha. but yay they made a mistake :D our group name was supposed to be Elizabeth Choy! :D

Then we met our instructors! TRACY! <3 (omg im going to kill blogger already. I just typed so much stuff and I just bolded and underlined the word Day 2 and everything disappeared. Wtf -.- so yes im blogging all over again and now I can’t remember what I blogged … I swear I’m going to start typing in Word before I copy and paste onto blogger from now on!) So we introduced ourselves to each other, our names etc. And then we had to surrender our stuff! E.g. Handphone, Wallet, Food (ohman my fruitplus and sarah’s seaweed D: ), medication etc.! I initially didn’t want to surrender my food one lor ): but she said something that made me feel damn guilty so I decided to surrender my sweets ): hahaha sarah too! Lol :D

Then it was time for Activities! (: KAYAKING! I swear I love kayaking! <3 Tracy taught us how to choose our kayaks. Basically to just make sure that they didn’t have holes so water won’t go in and we won’t sink. Next, she introduced the kayak parts to us and the terms used for Kayaking. Then we had to carry the kayaks to the shore before she taught us how to paddle! She taught us all the strokes for paddling, how to capsize and how to rescue people who have capsized! :D It was damn fun!

Heh then we all had to practice capsizing once. And have a taste of how it is like to be out at sea (: We didn’t go too deep at first; deep enough to capsize. After everyone finished practicing how to capsize, she taught us how to rescue our watchmates when they capsize! :D hahahha. After that, she brought us out deeper into the sea! (: to have a gist of what it feels like to be in deeper waters.

At first I was really quite nervous because our kayak kept feeling like it was going to capsize! Yes it was really quite shaky. But I think it was because we were both quite nervous and so the boat shaked. Lol mental state affects your physical body (: After getting used to it, we calmed down and the kayak didn’t shake that much (: Which was really good. Hahahah actually we were supposed to practice capsizing one more time out in the bigbig sea and rescuing capsized people but Bianca and I didn’t feel like at first =/ so we were like paddling everywhere :D

Then we suddenly heard someone shout HELP! And we looked around and spotted Siew Ying and Tian Hui! They capsized! And at first we thought they purposely capsized. Hahahaha. So we were like saying jokingly “We are here to rescue you!” Something along that line ._. I can’t exactly remember the exact phrase. And so we did save them (: And it was only after rescuing them that we realised that they didn’t capsize on purpose :O they capsized accidentally lah :O but I cant remember the full story so too bad (: hahahaha! Oh and so when they capsized, their waterbottles capsized together with them lah! HAHAHAH. So me and Bianca went scouting for their waterbottles (: and Yay we found them! (: hahahah!

And I swear the water had LOTS of gross jellyfishes floating around! Tracy said it was the jellyfish season D: me and Bianca saw one which was at least 30cm long lah. And we were super freaked out =/and we subsequently saw many more in various sized. Oh then when Tian Hui and Siew Ying capsized, Bianca saw a jellyfish behind Tian Hui and she actually wanted to say but decided not to scare TIan Hui lest she stated panicking and it’ll just make the situation even worse D: But luckily the jellyfish didn’t sting her (: and it was fine (:

Oh then after that Tracy asked Bianca and I if we finished capsizing already =/ and we were like No D: so we had to do it afterall ): so we went to look for a place without jellyfishes in sight D: and okay so we capsized. And omg when we measure the depth of the water it was fine lor! But then after we capsized I could actually touch the sand lah! Lol. But we didn’t knock anything (: emptying the kayak of the water in the sea was fun man (: so was pulling it up on the rescuer’s boat, and flipping it over so that we could get in again (: haha then after me and Bianca got up, our shoes were super muddy because yes, we were literally stepping on mushy mud/sand, whichever it is ._.

After everyone finished capsizing once more and saving at least one kayak, we went back to shore and beached up! And we emptied our kayaks of water :D and laid them on the floor, slightly flipped over, side by side.

Then it was dinner/bathtime.
And we had a small discussion.
And it was lights out.

Day 2:

We had team-building games today! :D They were quite fun and I think E.C. really bonded and communicated quite well with each other! Especially for the plank game! Although Marshall didn’t win but we all could tell that they were already trying their best so, thumbs up to them too! :D As long as we all try and put in our very best, it’s fine. Because then, we won’t feel disappointed in ourselves or regret.

Neither should we be shortchanging or discounting others. It’s veryvery bad. We should be giving others our encouragement, to spur them on, to let them know that they can do even better than they are already doing. That’s the reason why we signed the contract Tracy read out to us on the first night. If we signed it, we should be keeping to it. Breaking the contract is akin to betraying and lying to yourself. It’s quite evident that some people just sign the contract for the sake of signing without really taking the content in with great detail, and keeping to it as much as possible. It’s just really disappointing to know that there are actually people among us who actually are THAT proud to say such stuff. Really, I think those people need to start doing reflecting, on themselves. It gets annoying, okay. If you’re always putting your bloody nose up in the air, you’ll never be able to see how far others are ahead of you and then you won’t be able to catch up with them; you can’t even see them. NEVER EVER SHORTCHANGE OTHERS.

After team-building games, it was high elements. We learnt how to belay first. It’s not easy to belay lor. Damn hard to pull the string taut lah D: but it was quite fun too! (: When I was the climber I was kind of scared when I took the last step =/ I was so afraid of slipping and falling. But I knew I had to trust my belayer --- Si Jia. Because she was the one and only one I could trust then. So yes, I hung on tight to the wooden plank and waited till I could finally fall :D Oh and I swear the harness hurts D: and yes it’s damn uncomfortable when you come down D:

After practicing belaying, it was time to climb the Indiana. Omcrap I swear it was damn high okay. It was super scary, just looking up at the whole thing D: But I didn’t get a chance to climb it because it was raining and there was lightning so we all had to go into shelter. Before that it was all passing rain without lightning. Then suddenly thunder came and Iskandar and Tracy asked us to go in. Which was quite disappointing because I don’t get a chance to actually feel what it is really like to be up there ): but Bianca was damn happy. She kept praying that it’d rain and it really did lah omg!

I didn’t get to belay because we were split into four group in each watch. So groups A and B went first. And I was in group C with Bianca (purposely one). And so groups C and D had to do some gay treasure hunt game to while away time. But we finished it super fast and soon we were back at the Indiana ship looking at them belay. Oh then I helped Mina belay too! (: Hahaha I swear the rope was damn rough and poor mina was trying reallyreally hard and using all her strength to keep the rope taut so that trishy wishy is safe. So I went to lighten her load and helped her pull! :D It was quite fun actually :D but just that the rope was so rough that my skin started hurting after a while =/and yes because I kept gripping the rope so tightly, my knuckles started hurting. So Bianca took over for a while before I switched back again! It was basically quite fun (: so we actually still got a chance to belay ABIT (other than practice) because of mina! :D hhahahaha! Thanks mina LOL :D

So as I said, it started raining WITH LIGHTNING so we all had to go under shelter. And start packing for trekking -.- omcrap lah -.- Our bloody backpacks were so bloody heavy okay. Although it was only like 25 minutes I swear I was already dying from the weight D: it was such a struggle for all of us! So we were al thinking about what will happen to us the next day when we’ll be going backpacking for like 4 hours +++++ around Pulau Ubin for like around 8km! D: we decided that this would be a preparation for us; to let us have a gist of what it’ll feel like the next day, so that we’ll be more mentally prepared to face what’s in front of us the next day because it definitely won’t be easy, at all! And I knew very well where to get my strength and wisdom to go and and strive from (: I knew it all along, it has always been in my heart.

Oh man Camp 2 looked like a concentration/jail/army camp lah. It was super depressing. You just need to take a look around the whole camp and you just suddenly feel a wave of depression sweep over you! ): We only spent one night there though. There were wild dogs! But they didn’t attack us. They just wanted food. Hahaha.

Today was the first night whereby we cooked outdoors. Tracy taught us how to cook using the mess tins, how to open the canned food, how to manage our trash etc.! Then, we started cooking (: Food tasted reallyreally good because we were the ones who cooked it! :D YUMMY :D we had a good meal (:

Oh then it was shower time. Today’s shower time was the funniest shower I’ve ever had in my life okay. Omgoose lah. Details shan’t be exposed due to private reasons :D unless you’re my super good friend then you can ask me/Bianca/Lianghui personally for the story (:

Debrief.
Lights out.

Day 3:

Today killed me. It totally did. We went trekking with those super heavy bags and I was carrying the tent okay. It was bloody heavy like nobody’s shit business. And we carried it for four hours straight. Through all those turns, the amount of decisions we had to make, the wrong mistakes we made and the hints Tracy gave us when we were really unsure about ourselves, we made it to the campsite! The campsite where we won’t be able to bathe D: It was really gross.

I carried the backpack until there were abrasions on my shoulders lah ): Damndamndamn pain. Me and Lianghui. The straps of the backpack just kept moving my shirt and my shirt kept rubbing my shoulders and then friction caused abrasions D: I sweated damn a lot okay. My whole back was soaked D: It was super disgusting and gross.

Trekking really drained so much of my energy that my brain was already dead by the time they asked us to do the raft activity. I couldn’t concentrate on the rope thingy, nothing went into my head. I was just looking. And looking. And nothing more than that okay. My brain just died from all the backpacking. I was just looking at Siying tie and I was trying to absorb as much as I could after a while. And oh yes I finally did but I was still dead. Haha.

So we built the raft. It ALMOST passed okay ): We were so damn sad. We (basically me, Bianca, lianghui, sarah, Yihong!) were so enthu and high when we were publicising/advertising our product to the two clients (Tracy and Iskandar) lah! Lol we were super mad lah. We just started talking rubbish =/ which totally didn’t make sense. Hahahahah everything was said for the sake of saying at least something! HAHAHAHA damn crap lah.

Although both watches, Marshall and Elizabeth failed the raft tests, Tracy and Iskandar still let us have a Quarry Dip! Omcrap I tell you the dip was SUPERBLY TERRIFIC!!!!!!! I felt sooooo fresh after that (: not to mention, clean! HAHAH and sarah was damn funny. She was like, “I scrubbed my hair in the quarry okay!” LOL. Yihong was damn funny too lah! She didn’t want to go out! not like any one of us there wanted to go out but she jumped in first so it’s just natural for her to go out first :D I swear YiHong’s damn amusing lah! HAHAHA! Whenever I talk to her or look at her I’ll just start laughing. It’s more of me actually, not her =/ It’s the same case for Sarah too. I just need to look at her and I’ll start laughing! That’s why I cant sit opposite her during lunch =/ I have to sit beside her. HAHAHAHA.

After Quarry Dip, we went back to our tents. And guess what. Our bags were infested with ants. Why? because someone left the digestive biscuits open. And although it was already finished, there were still crumbs inside so obviously the ants were attracted to it! So we all took out EVERYTHING in our backpacks and our sleeping group, mine inclusive of Bianca, Sarah, Lianghui, Ying Ling and Si Jia, decided to dump everything in our bags into the tent. And that was then that I realised that there were rotten apples in my bag D: It was damn gross =/ Lol! So obviously I didn’t put it inside the tent -.- it’d be plain dumb to do so. Oh yah. We still had to change anyway because we were WET. So we changed in the tent. Bianca changed first. Then when we were waiting for Bianca to change, Tracy was like saying that two people can change at one time. Then Lianghui trotted along while me and Sarah were going to change and she came in too ._. Lol okay the details won’t be exposed (: but it was super funny. Because we were laughing super a lot, Bianca was outside and she was asking us to shut up (again!)! HAHAHHAA.

After that, we realised that there were ants in our tents too D: like wtf even our tents are ant infested lah -.- But it was time to cook so we went to the beach (if it is even a beach…) Our jerry cans haven’t arrived yet so we borried Kurt and Marshall’s jerry cans for a while. The wind was super strong our lighters kept going out and we couldn’t light anything. the stupid wind spoiled my lighter okay -.- and I think it spoiled Lydia’s lighter too D: then there was only one more working lighter. Like thank goodness there’s still one more working lighter! Our group (Bianca, Lianghui, Si Jia) started cooking first and Sarah’s group came trotting along and they couldn’t light their solid fuel D: they tried to steal some fire from us but they failed because the fire was super big and the wind kept blowing it around so they were at risk of being burnt D: then Tracy came along and helped us cook our stuff (: Just like how Iskandar came along and helped Marshall cook their stuff too. it was so much easier with the instructor’s help! Yeah so cooked all our food together and started sharing together (: But today’s food seemed a bit little. I also don’t know why. The curry chicken was super hot I couldn’t take it D: Lol. And I told you the Campbell soup didn’t have enough water! It was super salty okay -.- but err nevermind lah we still ate it all up. Our group’s globby (:

Then we cleaned all our stuff! I am pro at compressing the cans :D :D :D It’s damn fun too! I swear lianghui is damn dumb lah -.- she tried to step on them on SAND?!?!??! -.- seriously, there’s no cure for her lah. Hahaha. We washed all our stuff using seawater. So obviously it wasn’t exactly very effective and all our stuff was still oily. Especially our mess tins D: and forks and spoons. Damn oily! Speaking of which, I don’t know where my fork and spoon went. HAHAHAHA. Either with Bianca or lianghui. I think we managed our trash quite well (:

After cleaning our cooking stuff, we went to sleep! And yes, we were sleeping with ANTS. They were biting all of us all over lah. So sarah had this super GREAT idea of sleeping with our legs in the air (: I did that for like five minutes and I decided to put my legs down -.- HAHAHA gay lah! But I fell asleep quite fast. But before I fell asleep, I was laughing quite a lot =/ Especially when Sarah was sleeping beside me -.- I only calmed down after a while D: hahahaha! We all fell asleep quite fast (: Only one person didn’t. Lianghui. -.- She only slept for like two hours the whole night. And she was so jealous of the rest of us (: she was like “are you all awake?” and no one replied her :D :D :D hahahaha then in the middle of the night, Indian music started playing. But we were all sleeping, except lianghui :D The rest of us only woke up a bit later. Like two hours after the Indian music started playing. And guess what. She thought that the instructors were trying to test us?! And she started counting the number of songs … like what the -.- when the music started, she was like “Eh the music’s damn cool hor.” And no one replied her, again. HAHAHAHAHHAHA DAMN SAD CASE LAH. And she kept scratching -.- she scratched so much her legs were so damn red lah. Oh then me and Sarah went out of the tent to see who the hell was playing the music. It was super loud lah. It was the kelong people -.- Seriously I think they were either having a party in the middle of the night or karaoke -.- lianghui even said she heard them play qing fei de yi, the techno Indian version ._. lol Ying Ling said she heard it too. No, I didn’t hear it because I was DEEP ASLEEP (:

Okay so we couldn’t do anything about the music and we went back to sleep… except lianghui (: she only fell asleep after the music stopped. And I think that was three plus because we woke up at like 530? And according to her, she only slept for two hours. Yeah :D lol damn sad lah. HAHAH loser :D

Day 4:

We woke up and realised our trash was filled with ants. Yes it was ant infested -.- once again. Which also meant that the ants crawled up my group’s tent. Because we hung the trash on our tent D: damn gross =/ we took it down and ants were crawling out and all over the place. We tried to dowse them with water but it didn’t work. There were too many of them. More and more just kept crawling out D: we ignored it and decided to wait till Tracy came and ask her what to do about it.

So we packed our bags and un-pitched the tents. Then Tracy came at about 630. then she told us to wrap it in another plastic bag. So she got us a garbage bag (: and we tied it onto one of the walking sticks. After we kept all the groundsheets and tarp, we set off back to camp 1! :D

It was so much easier trekking back to camp 1. because sarah, Bianca, lianghui and I were talking! Omcrap it reallyreally took my mind off the load on my shoulders okay (: and we had so much fun talking about it! Our topics were all so interesting and amusing and funny :D hahahahah and it wasn’t long till we reached camp 1! :D

Then it was time for sea expedition! I love kayaking <3 kayaking rocks (: its damn fun :D I think Bianca and I did quite well! We could steer the kayak quite well (: we kayaked for like 10km lah! But it wasn’t THAT tiring. I think trekking with those damn heavy backpacks was even worse D: I prefer kayaking (: after a while, my arms became numb, which was good because I could kayak even harder than I did before because I couldn’t feel any pain anymore. I think M.E. (Marshall Elizabeth) did very well (: we kept quite together! Although the current was really quite strong, and from time to time, there were waves coming in.

But our kayaks were even shakier than it was on Monday. I think it was because the current was a lot stronger. But I calmed down quite fast. Bianca was damn nervous D: But if you really calm yourself down, you’ll feel that the kayak doesn’t shake that much. After all, our mental state really affects your physical state! Oooo there weren’t as many jellyfishes as Monday though (: But I saw one. Oh make that two. Because Tracy picked one up before we started kayaking. It was super near the shore, when we were just about to leave and kayak. Yeah it was super close to us and it’d be damn dangerous because it’ll sting us D: so she moved it away (: jellyfishes are GROSS. I hate jellyfishes D: they stung Si Jia and Yi Hong on Monday lah D: stupid jellyfishes -.-

There were a lot of rocks and stuff. We had to keep away from the rocks, channels, buoys and kelongs because they had ropes attached to them and if we paddled too close to them, our paddles might get stuck in their ropes D: it’s damn dangerous D: so yeah. We had to make sure that when we went between two thingies, for example between a rock and kelong etc., the whole group could go through it too. especially the side kayaks. If not they’ll knock into those stuff D: damn scary lah!

But. We still made it through (: we all did! 10km! :D I really felt so accomplished :D hahaha then after that Bianca’s tan line was super obvious D: because we all wore long sleeved shirts and long pants. So the sleeve ended at around her wrist there and it was soooooo obvious D: mine wasn’t (: I think I only got a bit darker lah! LOL. I was still like tofu. HHAHHAHA. Especially my legs because everytime we went into the sun we were all wearing long pants. Lol. So my legs didn’t get tanned! Lol. Oh but kayaking screwed my knees ): they hurt so bad ): especially when I’m walking down slopes or stairs. So Tracy asked me not to carry the kayaks. It got better after a while but it still hurt. Oh and my throat was hurting quite bad after kayaking =/ because it was so hard to communicate on sea we all had to start shouting ): especially when it was so dangerous, and I was so worried that the other kayaks would knock into stuff D: it was really very scary and we kept drifting apart so we had to really scream to make sure that everyone was really together. And somemore we didn’t get much time to really stop and drink water because the waves and current was so strong, if we just stopped paddling, our kayaks would just start drifting! D:

After kayaking, we had a group circle. And we ate :D then the four leaders were made to say what they felt about kayaking. Then when Yi Hong (navigator!) started talking, I suddenly started laughing =/ not to be mean or anything but the image of her with the orange peel in her nose suddenly appeared in my mind! I’m so sorry but I really couldn’t control my laughter ): then after that I started crying =/ seriously I don’t know why too D: but I suddenly thought about the fact that OBS was going to end reallyreally soon ): then everyone was like super duper shocked. Because I was really like half laughing half crying lah.

Then we got a reward! And that was jetty jump. At first I didn’t want to jump because the water stank D: but I still did anyway. Then Iskandar was telling us how to jump and stuff. Then he suddenly went, “Before you jump, shout what you’ll miss about OBS.” Then he jumped. And he shouted “you all!” I think. If I didn’t remember wrongly. And then I started tearing. Omcrap lah ): I didn’t want to ): then lianghui saw me tearing and she started tearing too ): so we were like total idiots. And everyone thought we were crying because we were scared of jetty jump but no that wasn’t the real case. It wasn’t D: So after a while we cooled down. And obviously our eyes were super red. Then before we jumped, Tracy saw my eyes and she was like “Do you know that your eyes are very red?” hahaha I think she thought something went into my eyes because she looked kind of worried. And then I started tearing again =/ ohman D: and she was like “Do you want to compose yourself first?” I think she thought that I was crying because of jetty jump too ):

Then I jumped. And I got super emotional. The jump felt good. But climbing up the ladder was scary =/ it was damn high =/ and I didn’t know how to get back up there ): but someone helped me! I cant remember who it was. I think it was sarah. I can’t remember lah! =/ yeah and it was actually quite okay climbing up after that. Then I actually wanted to wait for Bianca to jump first because she took quite long to jump =/ I think she was scared so she had to mentally compose herself first ): BUT SHE STILL JUMPED! And yes, I’m so proud of her! :D :D :D :D SHE DID IT! She conquered her fear! (: But I couldn’t be with her in the water ): because the person before me climbed up already so I had to climb up ): yeah but she climbed up soon after (: and we helped her up too! hahaha Yay Bianca (: At least now you won’t regret (: I wanted to jump another time but they didn’t let D:

Then we went to bathe :D the seawater at the jetty stinks lah D: smells like dead fish can. Damn smelly D: even after I rinsed my clothes with water D: thank goodness I wore my swimming costume inside :D I took damn long to bathe =/ sarah lianghui and Bianca had to wait for me D: but I think Lianghui went back first because she hasn’t packed her bag yet while the rest of us already did. Lol. Then when I came out Huiying was outside too lah! I can’t remember if Kristie was there. HAHA. oops! Yeah so then we left the bathroom :D felt so clean! :D

Oh then we had another group discussion/circle. and we wrote on the journal cards again (: I didn’t have enough space on my journal card D: so I summarized a lot a lot a lot and I wrote super small and the spaces in between my lines were super small too D: so basically the whole card was damn cramped up and messy! Hahaha. Ohwell! Then after that Tracy asked us to share our thoughts/what we learnt over the past few days. Omcrap when Ann Jie talked about her thoughts and said that she was very touched, I started tearing again ): lianghui too! thank goodness I wasn’t alone.

Then we had to clear the store and tents. Tracy said that she’ll be checking the tents tonight because the little kiddies who will be camping at East Coast next week needed it. So we had to clean the tents by tonight for her to check. Apparently after the tent people cleaned the tents, the tents were still dirty. One still had lots of sand inside, another had lots of ants inside and I can’t remember about the last one. So Tracy said that we’ll have to wake up early tomorrow to clean the tents again. If the tent that has ants still has ants the next morning, then we’ll have to drown the ants by soaking the whole tent in water.

Then it was bedtime! They were nice today and let us sleep in the MPH. No tents. We were just sleeping on ponchos. And using ponchos to cover ourselves. It was super cold okay. I was totally freezing. So in the middle of the night I pulled the poncho from lianghui. Then Sarah and Bianca was freezing too. But hey I didn’t know okay. And they didn’t pull the poncho from me and I was sleeping so how would I know that they were feeling cold too. and when I woke up, they were asleep what. So anyway in the middle of the night Sarah woke up and I woke up too. Then I turned my head and I saw her then I raised the poncho, meaning to ask her if she wanted it because I didn’t want to talk and wake everyone up. Yeah then she and Bianca took it.

Then we all went back to sleep.

Day 5:

We woke up at 530 because our tents needed checking again and we needed to pack our own bags too. Stupid Sarah (wow alliteration) and Bianca didn’t want to wake up lah! -.- Bianca woke up before Sarah did so she didn’t get smacked by me. Sarah refused to wake up so I smacked her ass super duper hard! LOL. and she FINALLY got up! -.- my knees felt much better but it still hurt when I walked down slopes/stairs so I couldn’t walk too fast.

Tent people didn’t soak the ants tent in water lah. It’s like, instructions have already been given and all they had to do was follow instructions and they couldn’t even do that properly. The instructor’s will know what to do after that so you really don’t have to worry. And besides, lianghui already told one of you what will happen after soaking the tents. And that person forgot. Sigh. But nevermind. Could tell Tracy was quite pissed but she was trying to control. Ohwell. We still have to soak the tents after that and yes they finally did and sunned it.

We had P.T. again. Hahahaha. My knees were feeling quite okay so I could do jumping jacks (: damn fun! I counted damn super loudly. Me and lianghui. Hahaha. Enthu what! Morning exercise and morning circle always make me high (: a good start to the day! :D UNCLE Alex and some other guy instructor was DAMN GAY OKAY. They started giggling and laughing LIKE HOW GIRLS WOULD. Seriously lah! -.- we were all like HUH?!?!?!?! Because they just walked past each other and started bursting out in laughter! And guess what D: we had to do nan zhong quan okay! HAHAHAHHAA. Hern hern led us :D cd-er! :D I don’t know why wushu people didn’t go up instead. Hern looked like she was dancing Chinese dance okay! HAHAHA. But she did cders proud (:

Then Tracy checked our store and stuff. Made sure that we didn’t lose anything and all. And yes, we didn’t! :D everything was intact! So we didn’t have to pay for anything. Thank goodness Marshall found their tent if not they’d have to pay 93.50, if I’m not wrong. Because Sarah was going through the rest of the old receipts in the Elizabeth Choy record book and one watch lost their tent! :O and a lot a lot of stuff =/ damn scary. Lol.

Then after checking the store, we only managed to do trust dive which was quite fun. Diving into the mat was fun! It was super comfortable man! :D But I didn’t touch the bell ): No one did ): which was super sad because while we were having our morning circle, we could hear the other groups touch the bell ):

During morning circle, we wrote our journal cards again. Then it was time to share what we thought about the camp again. No one wanted to start so Tracy asked us questions instead. One of them being “When’s your highest point and lowest point?” My highest point and lowest point was all in one day. Thursday. Highest point: After kayaking. Knowing that I really did put in my best during kayaking, I didn’t feel any regret. And yes, I love being in water and I love kayaking (: I felt so accomplished because I felt that I really pushed my limits! Yeah. And I really achieved “mind over body”! :D Lowest point: During jetty jump. When Iskandar asked us to say what we’ll miss most about OBS ): because then the impact that we’ll be leaving really soon just hit me reallyreally hard ): but everything has to have an end. And what Tracy said was very true. Things should always end in a high note. Because if everything keeps dragging on, the highness will die down and we’ll all be filled with the bad memories and all. And I was saying that it’ll just be a new beginning, with all the new values, lessons and experience that we’ve all gained from OBS. I started crying halfway while talking about my lowest point just like how I did during twoten farewell talk ):

Chin Boon, the course director gave us a farewell talk. Then we took photos, with Tracy (: With the OBS logo! :D and more photos (: then it was really time to leave ): then hern came to us and she started crying because she said she missed laoshi. Omg then I started crying again. Lianghui and Bianca too. omg ): yes, I missed laoshi too ): ): ):

We missed taking the speedboat by one boat! D: but that’s fine because we already took it the first time :D so we took a super lao pok boat ): then I kept staring at the pulau ubin jetty. The further we were, the smaller it got. It just kept getting smaller, and smaller, and smaller. Then lianghui turned to talk to me and her eyes were red ): she was tearing already ): and I was like “omg lianghui are u tearing ):” and I started tearing too ): omg. Crying is so influential. I could feel lianghui’s body moving. She was hyperventilating lah. And that just made more and more of my tears come out. I didn’t want to leave pulau ubin ): I really didn’t want to ): but we didn’t have a choice.

Then when we reached land, I finally calmed down quite a bit. Then when we put our bags down on the grass, I started crying again omg D: me and lianghui D: Huiying, cher they all were so nervous! ): then teresa was like asking why me and lianghui were crying =/ I tried to hide behind cher D: and lianghui was like trying to hide her face. ):

Then the bus came and we all got up. By then, I cooled down already. Oh then Bianca’s mom was supposed to fetch her but then in the end her mom didn’t. lol so she got on the bus with us. She sat with sarah and me and lianghui sat with the rest of threetwelve from cher’s group: Cher, Huiying and Ping Hui. Kristie was supposed to be there but she wasn’t! Because she got away with her ice cream -.-

We reached school really soon.
And that was really the end of OBS.

I MISS OBS <3
I MISS TRACY <3
I MISS ISKANDAR <3
I MISS CAMP 1 <3
I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT OBS! <3

2007-03-04T01:05:00.001+08:00

OBS in ONE1 day!

i cannot believe time passed so fast D: it seemed like yesterday when it was 8 days away. one week really passed so fast. time really does FLY!

actually yesterday i was blogging halfway then my computer was lagging like shit so i decided to restart and save it as draft but errr nooooo blogger didnt save it as draft D: so after that i felt too lazy and i couldnt be bothered to blog again so i hecked D:

i really miss sec2 life ): twoten's sec2 life was so eventful, there'd be something happening everyday and it just kept us fresh, somehow. although many unhappy things happened and lots (oh yes really lots) of tears were shed, but still, it was the best year in my entired life. and i mean what i said.

i was really quite attituded in sec2. hahahaha. okay maybe i still am now D: but not as serious D: i think we all really toned down alot since sec2. i feel damn guai this year. i havent handed in any piece of hw late (apart from zuowen that time)! compared to last year... sunlao was actually pretty nice to not penalise us for handing in late. even if it was one week late =/

oh and although i think that having self-esteem is good, for some people -ahem- moumouren, it's bad. twoten/threetwelve people should know who i'm talking about (: i mean seriously lah. after ____ went for ____ ________, he became super whatever and everyone started to hate him. he was still okay before that okay. and we still kind of liked him when he didnt have hair D: omg you all should hear beehiang's story. it's super like WTF!

I'm So Tired ):

2007-03-02T00:44:00.001+08:00

i was looking through nana's phone images today and i saw all the 7ofus photos.
how i miss those times,
i really do.

i miss that cosy corner where we'd gather and talk/play stupid tititi games in the morning.
i miss taking retarded photos.
i miss being damn high.
i miss chatting and laughing all at the same time.
i miss being in the same class.
i miss walking up to the third level. (seriously it helps build stamina)
i miss sharing and passing food under the table in class.
i miss nana's sweets ):
i miss turning around and making faces at bianca.
i miss shouting across two tables (ziyan and sitong) to talk to nana.
i miss switching seats with other tenners just to sit with 7ofus.
i miss that warm and cosy feeling when we're all together.
i miss having prep. talks with youknowwho with you all ):
I MISS SPENDING THE WHOLE DAY WITH 7OFUS ):

i can't believe i'm saying this but,
i really do miss sunlao quite a bit.
at least we knew she cared,
even if it wasn't obvious and sarcastic.
at least we knew she tried to accept us,
at least she tried to tolerate us as much as she could.
i miss seeing her around in school.
it's like another loss of entertainment

):

but i genuinely miss her.

2007-03-02T00:29:00.001+08:00

omg this story is so touching ):
it's 2 parts.
READ IT! (:

Part 1: http://ohelfamily.org/articles_drill.cfm?Art_ID=28
Part 2: http://ohelfamily.org/articles_drill.cfm?Art_ID=29

it's about children from disadvantaged families. Their emotions etc.
it's interesting (:

I'm not sleepy again. But i bet i will be tomorrow. It's always like that, it's really getting on my nerves ... -.-

2007-03-01T22:27:00.001+08:00

i was so tired.

i was so dead in the morning. i was really thinking alot, and i was feeling alot too. i was actually feeling quite low. but i got alot better after recess (: seriously i only "woke up" at ten for the past few days. oh and oops i smuggled moomoo into class when susie was inside ._. there was still a bit left and i didn't know what to do because i didnt feel like walking all the way to the big bin (yes i was lazy) and the door was right in front of me D: so i just walked in... and finished my ice cream (: she didn't even realise. lol! oh and it's time to empty the bin tomorrow. it's like BURSTING. i have so much rubbish =/

during bio i was feeling damn irritating and i was irritating lianghui (like how she irritates me too) and i bet she felt damn irritated. wow so many irritating words :D hahahaha. but i seriously felt damn restless lah.

i feel damn bad. i always sleep during wulao's lessons lah D: because she doesn't scold =/ lol. but seriously i already tried my best to stay awake! D: my eyes just start closing by themselves =/ oh and i bet cher knows how i feel too (: hahahaha especially chem prac. i always feel like susie's putting me to sleep lah wth. then somemore im at the front row (WTF?!?!?!) yes, im index no. 5 -.- so i can't exactly sleep in front of her if not i bet she'll say some irritating stuff. oh but i always make faces to guenyik. HAHAHA.

then after school we waited for nana and bianca to finish math remedial (: and i ate moomoo :D stupid lianghui... cos i said my hand was feeling damn weak -.- and she stuffed the icecream into my mouth. i just knew something like that was gonna happen. anyway she got smeared with moomoo too so im okay with it (: if not she'll definitely not get away with it lah.

after nana and bianca finished remedial, we went to coro with the intention of buying shorts but the shop wasn't open lah omg D: then tomorrow we have dance D: how to buy D: stupid long sleeved shirts and pants -.- i dont have lah wth -.- oh then on the way back to school the bus uncle suddenly braked lah omg damn scary D: people were laughing at us -.-

okay lah i have to go do research analysis for LA already D: i'm so screwed i forgot to start researching just now lah -.-

toodles! (:

2007-02-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

too much for me to take.

2007-02-28T23:08:00.001+08:00

you promised us.
or at least, you promised me.
never to do that again.
never.
and you broke it.
you did it again.

2007-02-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

i hate bruises.

i have bruises all over BOTH my knees lah! D: damn pain. BOTH of my knees were super red during dance! then there's this mosquito bite look alike but it's not lah. it's a bruise =/ i just need to touch my knee lightly, like i dont even put pressure on it and it'll hurt like shit! and i can feel the swell ): now the bruises are more obvious, they're damn red and blue-blackish. looks like it's time to smell like chinese medicated oil again D: but it helps lor! lol.

hahaha my cousin lent me hana kimi's OST. then there's the bonus dvd inside with the making of the theme song and two other mvs and errr some parts of the show lah! hahahah then the making of the theme song and the theme song mv itself is super funny. ella was wearing a gown lah can you believe it ._. omg. HAHA then during the making wu zun and ella had to like stare into each other's eyes for super long ._. and do that flying kiss thingy and they started bursting out in laughter =/ ahhahaha it's damn funny!

oh oh and i havent watched the hana kimi cny programme thingy yet D: i shall watch it tomorrow :D oh yes, shit i havent printed bio notes yet lah. since like two weeks ago D: D: D:

today i fell asleep during jasmine's lesson and she kept staring at me lah omg D: hahaha then cher and trish were talking too and she was staring at them too! D: lol! oh and cher insists that they were talking about stuff related to the question! okay fine it does have relation to the question but not to math lah! HAHAHAH RETARDED DODOS :D

speaking about math, MATH SUCKS. -.- damn it i hate math. oh IH sucks too. trish is pro ._. she's totally a humanities person lah. wth lah its so unfair D: goose lah hanny printed her essay and gave out to all his classes lah! and cher always worries unduly! it's like she doesnt even need to worry lah D: then when they give back the papers she does quite okay one lor! ): people like me then need to worry lor D: D: D: !

we're behind time for LA D: like two weeks lah omg. because they returned our proposals so bloody late! D: then we handed up late so irene minused two marks D: D: D: !!! ohwell :D nevermind. hahahaha we're thinking of asking nestle :D to sponsor us :D :D yumyum we can kope snacks/sweets/drinks :D thats if they are willing to sponsor us...

oh and i still can't believe CNY is gone okay. this morning i was like thinking, sigh, back to the hectic life... ): i've never dreaded coming to school so much before. it's so different from last time! we used to be so high, so talkative. now we're all like so dead, so sian, so LOW ): in twoten, we used to shout HELLO THERE! super loudly someone arrives! now there's no more warm welcome ): i miss twoten! ): and just a few days ago i was saying that that sense of longing is disappearing ._. now it's all coming back to me.

i like gerard way (: i think he's damn funny. hahahahaha oh and i still think that helena is the best mcr mv :D here it is!

okay somehow this is the only video i can find ._. there used to be alot! but i can't find them anymore lah D: there used to be a clearer version! i dont know where it disappeared to =/ but nonetheless, this it it! (:

(:

2007-02-19T01:32:00.001+08:00

deep down in my heart,
you've never ever faded before.
these memories inched inside of me,
will never be forgotten.
<3

i love twoten06 <3!

2007-02-18T02:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

but it doesn't feel like it's chinese new year ._. i can't believe i'm going visiting in a few hours. but i wont be visiting much this year because my grandfather can't go around too much anymore. so we're only visiting 3 or 4 houses this year. we used to visit like 10 over a few years back! also good, it won't so tiring (:

I'm watching tokyo juliet now. the plot is so complicated that every episode has at least one problem! ._. but it's quite nice. oh and its damn romantic. but wu zun looks damn bad there! his hair sucks ._. it was like wavy =/ it just doesnt suit his face lah. his hair in hana kimi is so much nicer (: straight (:

oh oh! and the cast is damn similar to hana kimi too! mei tian laoshi in hana kimi is acting as a designer in tokyo juliet! and there's the wang tian si guy too. lol he's acting as the shop owner in tokyo juliet. hahah damn funny. mei tian laoshi looks gross in tokyo juliet. he has short and super curly hair lah ._. i think i prefer his long and straight hair although he looks gay ._. ohwell he looks gay in both shows =/ just that in one show he's REALLY gay and in the other he's not. lol.

oh yes, wu zun doesnt sound like how he sounds in hana kimi, in tokyo juliet. hopefully you get the meaning for that sentence ._. lol test your own intellect :D haha although he sounds weird speaking chinese (like us) in hana kimi, i prefer his voice in hana kimi than tokyo juliet although he doesnt sound so weird talking chinese in tokyo juliet ._. his voice sounds super weird in tokyo juliet lah =/ oh and i think he acts better than he sings ._. no offence to fans of fahrenheit/wu zun!

oh and tang shu zhe ( i think) aka nan xue zhang in hana kimi sings too! i never knew. lol. oh oh and jj wrote the tune of one of fahrenheit's song! i cant really remember the title of the song but its one of the insert songs in tokyo juliet (: tokyo juliet's songs are quite nice! just a bit sad. which kind of matches the whole plot D: yes, it's quite sad but it's interesting to watch and there are funny parts too (:

i love mychemicalromance (: been wanting to buy three cheers for sweet revenge and their other older albums but i never really had time to go shopping for cds D: i shall try to go soon (: i'm in super need of new songs! ._. hahahaah im sure amina is too ._. i have no idea why you get bored of ur songs so soon lah! lol. and what bianca said is true lah! i actually don't need to many songs =/ because i always put on repeat mode :D but hey, when i have no particular mood i listen to all my songs okay! :D so i still need songssongssongs! :D

oh goose i have to wake up at nine tomorrow ._. and i was hoping i could wake up late because there isn't guitar. but no D: have to go visiting D: anyway yes i think my father is going to come over and ask us to sleep soon so i shall go and sleep now (or rather, go down to my room ._.) before he starts nagging like my mom. eh actually no he doesnt nag. more like he tells us once and he expects us to listen. which we actually do because it's very scary when he scolds D:

so goodnight! or should i say good morning?
anyway,
have a happy chinese year! (:

oh and this is mcr's famous last word's video (:

gerard way rocks! (:

2007-02-16T22:46:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'm in a super good mood today! HAHAHAHA. but then again when i think of THAT, i'll feel sad ):

kino didnt have volume 4 of xxxHOLiC lah D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: i was DEVASTATED. because it was like 123 56789 D: D: D: just like my shelf! WAHLAO. stupid chuangyi -.- ahhhh nevermind.

hahahaha i think i watch hana kimi too fast already =/ episode 14 is not even up yet lah. lol. mina is slow lah! even bianca is faster than her already! LOL and she was like 2 episodes faster than me a few days ago ... now im like 4 episodes faster than her! goose lah. mina you are slow :D :D bianca jiayou! hahahahaahahaha.

OH YES. and i FINALLY bought my clothes lah -.- like finally! -.- -.- -.- then when to layer my hair ABIT. abit only! but i kept the length (: my hair is damn long now :O :O :O i think it'll grow till my ass by april! okay just kidding. i think it'll just grow two more inches from now till april. HAHA. i like my clothes (: (: (:

my mommy is sick ):

nyps is dumb. they didnt let ex pupils in till 1.30 so dodos like me and trish and nana decided not to go. so we went out instead (: oh and cher was initially supposed to buy her clothes lah! in the end i ended up buying =/ i hope she can find some clothes with her sis tomorrow! if not she's dead D: D: D: haha i hope nana found some clothes too.

oh yes! we saw the new shopaholic book at kino today! it finally came out SHOPAHOLIC AND BABY! or something along that line. i want to buy! but i think i'll wait. not so soon (: the price will drop (: we all shall be patient dodos and save money (: HAHAHA.

oooo then i took bus back to ny with bianca! and her mommy was feeling lazy so she had to take bus back home afterall. hahaha. poor thing D:

heh okay i think thats all. but somehow i feel like i still have something else to blog about... but nevermind since i cant recall. lol.

(okay i suddenly remembered after publishing. )

sec twos were great today during cny celebration! (: they were super neat! neater than they usually are (: we were all so nervous lah =/ all of us were like so worried that one of their fans might screw up or one of them would drop it or something D: but the ending was the most worrying. but luckily it was super neat! lol keep it up :D :D

but i still think the music was too soft. it didnt bring up the qi fen enough. D: but nevermind since its over already.

okay thats really all that is :D

toodles :D

2007-02-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights, they cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

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I'm lazy to blog (: But we confirmed our tou shi today (: and thats about all for today. oh yes can ~~pon chun lian~~ help sec twos put make up tomorrow (:

SEC 2'S JIAYOU! :D

decided to go back to nyps afterall. lol. we shall go rulang another day, cher and jas (((:

2007-02-14T20:11:00.001+08:00

I'm so screwed for ballet.

Everytime we start doing barre, i'll start bei-shouing! D: and when we did plie, i did laoshi's dun exercise instead ._. then when i realised that my hand was moving on its own will, i quickly changed =/ it's like we dance so much cd every week that it has become second nature!

CNY is coming and i haven't bought my clothes yet. I was supposed to buy today but, as usual, my mom cancelled it and she went to her friends' house instead -.- always like that one -.- so now we're going tomorrow night.

It's not fair that HC gets thursday and friday as holiday too -.- they ALWAYS get lots of holidays. and ny? nothing -.- so unfair lah.

lol i actually have a lot to blog but i forgot =/
hana kimi is so funny. haha.

we're like strangers
who used to walk the same road together.
but i guess it's good for you,
and us,
because you've found people who really care
and make you feel good,
and we won't feel as guilty as we've always felt.
but slowly,
you're fading...
from our memories.

2007-02-09T23:46:00.001+08:00

We finished IH proposal, can you believe it?!
Because even I can't really believe it ._.

Had speech today. I was damn nervous =/ and i think i talked abit too fast =/ my evaluators were freaking me out D: they made me feel like i was going to fail lah D: But i didn't :D :D :D Hahahaha. I guess i was just paranoid ._.

During dance today, xiaoges went to jump on the track! Goose i swear it was bloody hot. Luckily i brought my dance shoes lah. Lol nana's socks were like super red ._. hahahaa. Damn sad case! =/ Oooo but the track is nice to jump on! it's nice and soft :D but it's hot ._. i was wearing dance shoes and i could still feel my feet burning after a while =/ We jumped quite alot (: And after that i was sweating like SHIT.

I can feel the muscle aches coming already... and they just disappeared today -.- Oh no. I have ballet tomorrow. Then i cannot dance properly again! D: Oh man D:

Wahlao my mom forgot about my CNY clothes lah -.- we were supposed to go and buy them tomorrow after ballet but she just told me she had something on -.- goose lah. then she was like go on sunday ._. and she added, if not enough time can go on a weekday. goose lah! weekday got no time lor D: only thursday free D:

Damn this reminds me of peer tutoring. Not that i hate going for it but it makes me feel very busy! Because it leaves me with only thursdays free for the week. Which sucks because jas trish and cher have CO on thursday D: But they won't be having it anymore after CNY! or around that time (: Yay (: Which also means that their thursdays will be free and we can ~~go out~~ spend more time together! (:

Being with Nana, Bianca, Cher, Trish and Jas just makes me happy! Everytime I'm with them i just can't help feeling high =/ and it doesn't feel right when everyone's not together D: feels weird and un-high.

Oh yes, we had class breakfast today and Limmy ate alot! It was crazy, I think he ate at least 10 pieces of bread with overflowing ingredients D: But it was damn funny. hahahahaha. I bet C_______e was traumatised by S___e. Or rather, bored to death by her. S just kept on blabbering nonstop and poor C had to just listen ): She looked damn sian lah! Lol. C is nice (:

Gold with Honours!

okay that was damn random but it just came into my mind! (:
anyway there's nothing else to blog about so byebye :D

2007-02-09T00:24:00.001+08:00

Cool. The post i posted yesterday was the 123 post!

Anyway, I didn't sleep peacefully yesterday night D: Why? Because i had muscle aches everywhere so I decided to put yokoyoko, hoping that it'll help. Okay maybe it did help but it made me have a bad sleep! I kept waking up because my muscles were BURNING. Literally burning. My back was like damn hot I could feel the heat. So i didn't have a good sleep -.- When I woke up, I could feel it burning and I just couldn't go back to sleep. I kept tossing and turning in bed! D: so in the end i still didn't sleep much, as i planned to. But i wasn't really very sleepy today! :D

Then during PE it started burning again D: I don't even know why lah. It's like, I put it the night before -.- But it finally went off half-way during LA! I was like, Eh, not burning already! :D Huiying said my back was damn red lah =/ PE was fun anyway (: Huiying is pro! Hahahaha! Clara (Patrick) and me (Gary) were the best defence! HAHAHAHA.

IH proposal sucks. They gave us so bloody little time to do it lah. It was even worse before that. They expected us to finish it within TWO days?! Crazy lah. I think they want to murder us or something. As if we don't feel like dying enough already. Literature Review sucks too -.-

Seriously I never thought that the first month would be so hectic in sec three because it was so easy in sec one and two. Now we're all so busy, worn out and exhausted. I think we'll all be free-er after SYF ends. But then again, it'll feel very empty after SYF is over. Because by then we would have gotten used to having dance three times a week, it's going to be damn weird not having cca on wednesday ):

I'm still aching quite alot. Yappy coming to watch us dance tomorrow. I hope we don't screw up or disappoint her because she said she always goes for opening and closing. Like omg wth D: it also means that her expectations will be damn high D: which also means that we're going to die D: Okay i should stop being so negative. Jiayou everyone (:

I'm not feeling sleepy now at all lah. I think I can go and do my chinese yan jiang gao later after we finish IH but I don't even know what I'm going to write for chinese -.- But my brain is so dead I doubt I'll be able to squeeze anything out at all.

Oh goose i just remembered something. Just now i was taking a nap since my tuition teacher called to say he's not coming anymore. So when my brother came and woke me up for dinner, I got a shock because i thought it was morning ._. lol then he was like, What's your problem? Because i sat up super fast. Hahahaha and i think i gave him a shock or something. Lol. Sleep too much already =/ My brain went conky. Lol then cos i haven't bathed yet, and i thought it was morning so i was super worried =/ HAHAHA. Then I asked him what time it was and it was like 7. So i was like OMG (I still thought it was morning). Then after a minute or so, i figured out that it was night time ._. Hahahahaha. Oh actually there's a reason as to why I thought it was morning. Because i thought that my mom didn't wake me up and just let me sleep through the night ._. gay lah. Lol

And i still havent even rehearsed for LA speech nor edited my speech yet. I'm so screwed. That's what I hate about last minute work but somehow I just keep doing it. I think, somehow, it has become a habit. And it all boils down to one thing: procrastination -.- It's going to take time and DETERMINATION to change it. But there's one big problem. I don't think i have the determination. Hahahaha. So ironic. Heck lah :D things still work out anyway!

My knee is screwing up again. I hate it when it screws up because it'll just start hurting when i'm walking. Damn it. And I think i'm growing fat from all the glucosamine. I think i should stop relying on it so much too.

Okay fine that's all for today.
Toodles! (:

2007-02-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

Firstly,

HAPPY FIFTEENTH BIRTHDAY TO NANA! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
Errr, you'll get your present from us soon, I promise :D Well, that's if you get me mine too! (:

Okay, a continuation from the last post (:

"It had no heart; she had taken that part with her."

"That was the other thing i hated about kids: they always said the exact things that deep down you already knew, would never admit and most certainly never wanted to hear."

"My feelings were mixed, my happiness bittersweet, because although all the people I yearned to find surrounded me, it was also the moment I realised that I had spent a colossal portion of my life looking in all the wrong places. It's that moment when you meet your idol, when all your wishes come true; there's a feeling of secret disappointment."

"There was room to breathe, space to think, time to spend wisely and lessons to be learned. People who were once lost took time to reflect, to love, to miss and to remember. Belonging was important, even if it meant joining a hopeless play."

"Its inability to remain where it should have been for too much of that time pretty much tallied with the inconsistency of the relationship with the person who had given it to me. But even those times when it released itself from my clutches and flew off, drawn in the opposite direction to the one I was heading, I always looked out for it and wanted to be near it."

"Stop avoiding things, Sandy...Was that what i was doing? How could i be avoiding things by concentrating fully on one thing and refusing to leave it, had always been beyond me. Surely avoidance meant walking in the other direction."

- Quotes from A Place Called Here by Cecelia Ahern

---

Dance was tiring today. Very. I'm like so dead now. I'm going to sleep super early today, compared to the usual time i sleep. I tried sleeping early yesterday night at 11.45 but i failed! I was damn tired today. Goose, HE is sure boring. Even people like Lim Qing who seldom fall asleep during class was falling asleep in class today. Haha.

Oh i just realised something. I said I'd pack my file and do math today. So much for that. Right. Things always end up like this. Procrastination!

Actually I don't know what to blog anymore already. So i guess I'll just stop here and... SLEEP. Something I really need to catch up on.

Toodles! (:

2007-02-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

"Things are as they are, no matter how bizarre."

"The only time people can look so confident and as though they can face anything is when something bad happens."

"Why don't you let me ask you the questions for a moment and maybe through your answers, we'll find the answers you want."

"I find that through talking about themselves people learn things that they didn't know before. It's a kind of self-healing. I ask questions because i like to help people."

"No, it's a feeling of knowing something is missing in your life but not being able to find it no matter how hard you look."

"But in my pursuit of answers to all the difficult questions in my life, I missed out on the obvious ones right in front of my very eyes."

"But my grandmother didn't believe in coincidences. And neither do i. You're here for a reason, Sandy."

"I can only assume that there's only one thing more frustrating than not being able to find someone, and that's not being found. I would want someone to find me, more than anything."

"Everything in life has a place and when one thing moves, it must go somewhere else."

"Our memories are the only contact we have. We can hug, kiss, laugh and cry with them over and over again in our minds. They're very precious things to have."

"I had spent my life detaching myself from anyone who wanted to be close, disassociating myself from friends and lovers because they never answered my questions or tolerated or understood my searches."

"Finding this place was just one big answer to a life-long question that had caused me to sacrifice everything. I'd hurt so many people that loved me in order to help those that I couldn't see and now as I was just about to see them I was afraid to let them in too."

"In reality I sacrificed nothing. My behaviour suited me and only me."

"I have found that the many imbalances within our individual lives result in an overall more worldly balance. What i mean is that no matter how unfair I think something is, I need only to look at the bigger picture to see how, in a way, it fits. My dad was right when he said that there was no such thing as a free meal: everything comes at a cost to others, most of the time at a cost to ourselves. Whenever something is gained, it has been taken from another place. When something is lost, it arrives elsewhere. There are the usual philosophical questions: why do bad things happen to good people? Within every bad thing I see good, and likewise, within every good thing I see bad, however impossible it is to understand it or see it at the time. As humans we are the epitome of life, in life there is always balance. Life and death, male and female, good and bad, beautiful and ugly, win and lose, love and hate. Lost and found."

"Sometimes, people can go missing right before our very eyes. Sometimes, people discover you, even though they've been looking at you the entire time. Sometimes, we lose sight of ourselves when we're not paying enough attention. "

"We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way out but wander further and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger or the sadness preventing us returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering, sometimes it's easier. Sometimes we find our own way out. But regardless, always, we are found."

-Quotes from A Place Called Here by Cecelia Ahern.

I love the last 3 quotes the best.

2007-02-04T01:23:00.001+08:00

I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY I AM HAPPY :D
CHERYL IS A HAPPY GIRL.

why? BECAUSE I FOUND VOLUME 7 OF XXXHOLIC! oh goose im so happy :D i was like prayingprayingpraying fervently that they'll have and GOOSE! they did! but i still dont have FOUR ): but its okay! :D at least i got seven! :D :D :D goose im so happy!and i was feeling sad just a few days ago. so ironic! HAHAHAHAHA.

anyway, me cher and nana went to keep bianca company during her sister's birthday party today! heh i had lots of fun talking to the three of you! (: i miss talking like that! i think the last time we even had time to do so was all the way back last year D: heh. but amina and trish weren't there D: and why? because amina was tired (got flag-day :D so its fine.) and TRISH?!?!?! she was lazy -.- thats the most qianbian reason lah! HHAHAHAH but anyway nevermind (: then poor cher had to go home alone ): but bianca's parents fetched her home (: heh cher must be feeling super relieved! because by the time they left it was like 11 plus. so i think she reached home at 12 and she was saying that she'll be afraid she'll be on probation after this! hahahaha cher is gay :D

but anyway, we felt super extra. because we were the only lonely souls D: and we were super anti-social ._. goose. i mean what do you expect! we didnt know those people D:

oh oh but we were quite friendly still! hahahaha bianca's sister's friends were like hiding in the toilet because they havent finished her presente yet. but they didnt want her to see. so we purposely went up to the toilet and we were like banging on the door :D and we were being super irritating. or rather, BIANCA. she kept switching on and off the toilet lights lah! can u imagine how irritating it is! -.- anyway, when she was like switching on and off the lights, the door suddenly swinged open ._. and the people inside screamed. and we screamed too ._. goose i think they thought we were bianca's sis. HAHAHAH then they were like "restart restart" and we called bianca's sis over and they did it again ._. me and nana got such a fright that we squeezed into this tiny whole between the fridge and the sink ._. HAHAHAHAHAH!

hmmmm then bianca was super qianbian. she stuffed cucumber into _________ (go figure). and as if that wasnt enough, that idiotic girl went to dunk cucumber into my drink! !@#$!@!@#$% idiotic lah! HAHAHAHAH then i started chasing her =/ and i unknowingly scratched her =/ oh man i didnt know it was that serious and you made me feel so guilty lah! D: sorry D: but HEY you started it first! HAHAHAHHA.

i had fun today! (:
hahahaha (:

2007-02-03T16:20:00.001+08:00

okay another video of elmo committing suicide because of wonglianghui ):
poor elmo ):
if you wanna view it in youtube instead, click in the middle of the video! (:
ENJOY! :D
By the way, look at huiying's expression in the background (: HAHAHA!

2007-02-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

aiya on second thoughts, to make it easier for dodos out there, i shall just put the video here (:

oh yes it rocks (:
ELMO ROCKS!

2007-02-03T00:34:00.001+08:00

just for those who are interested, e.g. 7OFUS (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q0vTCO9E6Ms

its ONE of the elmo videos. starring jas and caca. HAHAHAHA GAYNESS.
enjoy! (:
oooo its 1234 again (:

2007-02-03T00:17:00.001+08:00

I am sad ):

Thomson Plaza no longer has volumes 4 and 7 of xxxHOLiC anymore! ): Two days and they're GONE. POOF! Like that. How sad and disappointing D: but anyway, thankyou bianca for taking the trouble to help me check :D Heh. I know i'm a troublesome person ._.

Rawr. I forgot what i wanted to blog about. Goose i havent used rawr since like dont-know-when because of -ahem- SOMEBODY. anyway, i'm starting to use goose too -.- because of amina lah! HAHAHA and cher! D: and nana D: oh man! all of us are getting influenced! just like how we were influenced by jas with her tone :D her funny funny tone. HAHAHAHA. Jas is amusing (:

Jas, Cher, Bianca and Nana are going for flag-day at suntec tomorrow! Cher was supposed to do with me and Trish last week! But she had ESIP so she skipped flag day ): but lucky her got to do with the other three dodos :D If not poor Cher will be alone ):

Oh yes. I'm supposed to upload the elmo pictures cum videos but i'm like super lazy D: i still have math tuition hw to do, but i have a feeling i most probably won't do -.- lol. maybe i should try uploading one elmo video (: HAHAH its damn funny. My brother was like, "What's that?" and i told him what that was and he was like, "You all are retarded." and he started laughing :D its funny okay! ELMO ROCKS (Pun intended) !

ELMO ROCKS :D

HAHAHHAHAHA :D
okay i shall go upload the video now. TRY. (:

2007-01-28T23:23:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEEHIANG AND EUNICE!

heh :D today was fun! went to their birthday party (: we were damn high! and we contributed to 90% of the noise ._. LOL :D

hhahahahahah we played hide and seek! the first time we played, me jenzi and nana were the catchers! AND stupid ah hiang, amina, claud, eunice and one more i cant remember ._. ,were like sitting at the fountain! and staring at the moon! (or so i think) and we caught them! lol stupid people like them started running D: caught amina first :D :D HAHAHAHA so fun :D we saw a snail on the way back to the poolside ._. and it was SQUISHED D: poor snail D: i shall mourn for it D: -mourns-

then we went to find the rest, ie. cher, trish and others! i cant remember who ._. THEY WERE HIDING BEHIND THE BUSHES WTH -.- and it was super muddy and the mud was squishy. HAHAHAHAH SO FUNNY. hahaha at first we didnt know where they were then nana was talking about some bush which had a trail so we went in and TADA we found them! :D

okay then we went up to cut cake :D

AND THAT WAS WHEN MY HAIR BECAME CREAMY -.- why? because stupid beehiang dropped the chocolate on me D: okay lah it was also because i was greedy ._. HAHAHA. and it plopped onto my hair and my hair was all creamy and sticky =/ ohwell :D then nice cher helped me wipe off the visible cream (: but it was still sticky and creamy and gross D: so i came back and bathed and now i feel super clean :D i shampoo-ed my hair twice! :D :D :D

ehhh then after cutting the cake we went down to play hide and seek again ._. HAHAHHA. i wasnt the catcher this time! but almost was ._. then i went to hide with mina and nana! (oooo two nanas.) and we decided to be statues at under the pavilion, shang-ing the yue. but we gave up shang-ing the yue because i couldnt see it ._. actually mina and nana cld have continued lor! but i dont know why they stopped ._. lol. and we got found out! nana can control her laughter damn well lah -.- mina started bursting out in laughter first -.- then i couldnt stand it and it was my turn then nana was last :D hahahahahah.

then we went back to the poolside and decided to hide again :D we wanted to sit under that umbrella thingy which had enough chairs for three of us BUT then the catchers saw us and started chasing us! OMG. then i dropped one of my slipper lah hahahahahaha so i had to run back and take it and risk getting caught by them D: luckily i didnt! :D :D

then they gave us on us (i think) and targetted on others! then we changed hiding place again :D i plonked down the errr i dont know what those chairs are called. but they always have it beside pools. those kind you can sort of lie down on! :D i plopped down on one of them and mina started pretending to fan me and nana was like " i can be the one feeding her grapes!" HAHAHAHAH! then the catchers saw us D: oh oh! DOT WAS TAKING PICTURES. HAHAHAHAH

then we went back to the playground and realised trish and cher were gone :O then we asked dot (because she was one of the catchers) "have you found trish and cher?" and she replied no :O :O :O :O so we went to find them :D hahahaha then mina was like saying something like "tomorrow on the newspaper it'll be like: on 28jan07, two girls were playing hide and seek and disappeared (or did she use missing ._.) !" and then she added " after that, three girls became missing too!" lol fyi, the three girls were me nana and HER HERSELF. HAHAHAHAHA because we went to look for them then scully we get lost too D:

ahahahah then we cldnt find them so we decided to pretend to cry because we were so upset we couldnt find them D: so nana started yawning ._. so that her tear glands can react -.- then mina was like "the easiest way to make me cry is to make me laugh!" HAHAHAHHAHA SO GAY. hahahahah but then in the end we gave up and decided that nana crying alone was enough :D

so we went back to the playground CRYING when someone told us that trish and cher has been hiding at the playground all this while -.- hahahahahah then i was like " LETS KILL THEM!" hahahahahaha because they made us cry D:

then after that the five of us climbed up on the playground thingy :D and they started singing dora the explorer songs -.- LOL and guess which mountain we climbed on :D :D :D :D (hint: someone should know the best! :D :D :D lol i bet you know who you are!) HAHAHAHAH then we were laughing like crap. then mina is the best lah. she knows like everything. and we started singing powerpuff girls and then dot was taking a picture of us posing as SUPERwoMAN! :D :D :D hahahahaha we were super high. oh yes! then jenzi was like WET because she got dunked into the pool D: and she came touching our legs with her WET HANDS! :O then mina and nana and cher started singing the gay sea monster song ._. then we felt like we were going to fall off that small space so we decided to get off (:

and then we sat on the seesaw and played for a while. and trish's ass kept hitting the plastic thing :D we cld hear her buttbone banging on it! HAHAHAHAH. then after that it was already nine plus so i had to call my daddy to fetch me. and nana went home with me (:

lol then when nana came to my house at first the cat wasnt there! then me and my maid kept meow-ing and it finally came! :D :D :D lucky nana! heh then we patted it and nana patted it too :D and it ALMOST scratched nana! because nana was touching its lower body, near its tail there and its ticklish for him D: almost lah! then cos she was talking to me and her face was facing me so she didnt know ._. then my maid shrieked and nana moved her hand fast enough! LOL. and nana was so fascinated with its paws/claws :D :D

heh okay long post.
goodbye folks!

2007-01-28T00:16:00.001+08:00

week FIVE is coming.

i cant believe it! week FOUR is going to be over soon D: and tests are coming too D: oh no i'm so dead =/ i think im going to DIE for math. molihua goes so fast its hard to absorb anything. but what do you expect, she's a gep teacher lah. which is bad because she assumes that we learn as fast as the gep people! its not fair D: and we have math EVERYDAY which is making me go bonkers because i know my brain is going to burst soon D: ITS EVEN WORSE THAN CHINESE! i think wulao is damn cute :D HEH. i like her!

it feels like only one week passed =/ why does time fly so fast ):

i think im going to fail all my tests lah. geog test next friday. so scary. He cheated our feelings and told us that it was on a later date earlier. Then the last lesson we had with him he suddenly told us it was next week lah. So scary D:

i bought my girl's OST! omg all the songs are like damn nice (: heh. oh oh and john tucker must die's vcd is out! like finally :D :D :D me and nana waited for like so long lah! cant remember when we watched it. lol. but it should be a few months.

beehiang and eunice's birthday party tomorrow! i cant wait (: im excited! but my mommy's going overseas tomorrow too ): she's leaving for the airport at three! so we'll be sending her off first (:

i want to learn how to speak korean! then when i watch korean drama serials in future, i dont have to take the trouble to read the subtitles while i wanna see the actor and actresses' facial expressions! and it gets really irritating sometimes D: cos i don't like to listen to the chinese voices D: i prefer the original voices (: hahahaha bianca also!

oh yes there was flag-day today! quite fun afterall (: just that it's very tiring. and it made me bolder! hahaha at first when we started doing i didnt even dare to ask people at all =/ i'd walk up to them and not say anything =/ then they'll pretend they didnt see me (wth!) and just walk past me like that. because they saw us holding TINS D:

there are very interesting people. for example someone asked me if i'm wrong IP ._. and of course i said yes. and there was this super cute taiwanese tourist! he wanted to take a photo with me ._. lol! so i agreed since he donated to us :D

then there were the starbucks people! they were promoting their brownies and mocha. i think. and they asked us to take D: then at first the guy who was holding the mocha and brownies approached trish and trish took the brownie! lol. then they were giving away free coupons lah! so we took :D and we helped them go back faster okay! then the guy had like two brownies left and lianghui and i havent taken yet ._. so he came up to us. i didnt want to eat one lor -.- then cos lianghui took then if i dont take damn paiseh. so i was like oh fine i'll take it. then we asked them to donate lor! and they said they didnt bring along their wallet. aw man! so wasted D: lol then when the left trish was like saying next time remember to bring ur wallet. HAHAHAHAH TRISH IS SO FUNNY.

then there was this guy trish approached and he said that he didnt have small change and only had notes. and trish was like its okay you can give notes too. and he was like i only have big notes. LOL and trish was like you can give big notes too :D HAHAHAHAH gay trish! then it was green man and he just walked away -.-

oh then there were like SO many schools doing on the same day lah! D: we cldnt find out spot until quite late! i swear we walked alot okay. we walked from somerset station till dhoby gaut station trying to look for OUR spot and then we decided to take down to rafflescity and so we got off at cityhall and then sandy was saying that there's this plac with a lot of people and she was like "walk straight and turn right". we followed her directions BUT it was deserted EVERYWHERE LAH. so we decided to go to guan yin temple ._. but we didnt know how to go there =/ and so we decided to go to NLB. but it was super deserted too. actually got people. but very few. then we approached like a few and got abit of donations but after that it suddenly became super empty/deserted too! D: so demoralising. then in the end we decided to walk to bugis D: we walked so much! D: D: my legs were like aching lah. and not to mention the ACCOMPANYING muscle aches. i ended up with these muscle aches after the whole day D:

shoulder ache: flag-day! from holding that tin for so long D:
neck ache: flag-day!
back ache: dance! until i cannot even hunch my back lah! D:
butt ache: dance! i cannot plonk myself down on hard surfaces =/ and when i cross my legs i can feel the stretch D: THATS how pain it is! D:
knee ache: flag-day! after shopping for ah hiang and eunice's present i was practically limping D:
inner thigh ache: dance!

yes i think thats about it (:

luckily i didnt get a sore throat =/ from asking so many people. lol. but there were veryvery nice people too (:

oh yes. trish forgot to bring elmo home on friday! mainly because he was with me and she left before i did and she forgot to take him D: aw man. you're his guardian lor D: tsktsk! HAHAHAH heh i became his guardian for two days ._. trish he's sleeping with me now :D :D :D :D i brought him today but i forgot to pass him to you -.- which means that he'll be spending another night with me (:

speaking about elmo, i made a slide for him! materials : waterbottle, marker pencil box, my wallet! it's damn cool. i bet he loves it (: i shall take a photo using my camera of him on monday when i set it up again in class (: and i shall take a video too. heh then i'll upload on youtube and you all can see what its like :D :D :D

okay thats it for today!
Toodles (:

2007-01-27T00:34:00.000+08:00

210!

i saw 210 today :D when we were waiting for our turn to FINALLY eat at dintaifung, the number on that electronic board thingy was flashing 210! :D and so i took a picture (: but its freaking blur. because i had to zoom. and i felt like a retard. i mean, who would take a picture of that electronic thing! -.- anyway it was damn cool (: took me some time to realise though!

and i think blogger is stupid now. they don't allow dashes on urls anymore lah -.- i WANTED to change my url and it wasnt available so i decided to just forget it and save all the trouble D: so irritating D: the GUY who took my url hasnt been using his blog for like two years?!?!?!?! -.- eh but how do we delete a blog? ._. lol

my whole body is filled with bruises ): damn pain! my elbow one's damn pain lah. it got aggravated today because we rolled somemore D: all you need to do is touch it on the surface LIGHTLY and it'll hurt =/ and my ribcage D: i bet clara's ribcage is aching too! we were both dying from that pose D: cannot breathe one lor! =/ i almost died. then when i got up my hands and legs were like numb and i was gong gong =/ hahahaa.

and im having muscle aches all over as well D: because of that idontknowwhatitscalled._. action! but its damn nice if we do it properly (: yenn ngee can do it damn well ._. we were all like O.O HAHAHA.

amina finally blogged! :O a few days ago ._.

i cant believe there's no one online okay -.- at first there was still iris then she has esip so she went to sleep so now im like stranded on the computer D: of course there are other dodos online but i dont talk to them =/ its weird suddenly saying HELLO(: to someone you don't usually talk to. BORING.

my maternal grandfather went for an operation today ): i forgot and don't know how to spell that part of the body ._. but anyway we visited him just now and he seemed fine (: hope he's feeling fine and not in so much pain! rah then my brother had some squash friendly match so he couldnt go D: and he came back damn late because he went for supper with his team mates!

stupid bianca and nana are so gay! lol after dance today they tried to make me laugh -.- and AS USUAL, bianca made her stupid gay face! HAHAHAH and they started flaring their nostrils at me -.- and i started flaring back at them too :D :D :D :D I ALSO CAN DO OKAY :D :D :D :D :D :D hahahahahaha gayness.

iloveTWOTEN! (:

p.s. okay that was random. and omg so cool its 1234! :D :D

2007-01-20T13:59:00.000+08:00

you don't know how tired i am.
you don't.

2007-01-16T15:02:00.000+08:00

NEIGHBOURHOOD STUDENTS WHO ARE WILLING TO LEARN SHOULD BE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO LEARN TOO.

teachers shouldn't be discouraging them from learning. afterall, teachers are supposed to let students know and experience the JOY of learning. it is not fair and really wrong that students do not dare to show their true potential just because they feel that there's no one there to help them. it's just really sad and it really shows the flaws that the singapore government has failed to notice about our education system. although i have to say that it has already reached a very high standard but there's always room for improvement.

it's really biased. as much as how some people say teachers are overrated, but i still strongly believe that they should be a good role model to students. they are teachers themselves and they not only teach students but learn while teaching too. as a teacher, you should know other tactics other than scolding to make ur students work even harder than they are now and unleash their true potential instead of keeping it inside themselves. there are many different types of students and as their teacher, you should take the time to know them and find out what tactic is the best way to make them work hard and be willing to learn.

we all should be given equal chances and opportunities. however i agree that students should be spontaneous, proactive and responsive (although i admit that i don't always do so). this part is up to them and i do understand it is not easy being a teacher but even so, patience is a virtue (: especially with slower students. and teachers should ALWAYS make it a point to check if students are able to catch up with the school topics and syllabus.

although i do have to say that some teachers scold because they are concerned for their students but there should be a limit. even if you scold ur students everyday, after a while the effect wears off because they're so used to it, it doesnt make a difference in their lives anymore. and they just treat it as something they have to go through everyday.

im not saying that teachers totally do not have a right to reprimand their students. what im saying is that they should have a reason for doing so. but they should come up with more effective ways to make their own students realise what they're doing is wrong, or motivate them even more to do the correct things. i believe that every student has a reason for their actions. maybe they think that they're beyond hope? and its never ever nice to feel that way so teachers should try to encourage them more, give them more confidence to make them feel better, in a way, so that they'll perhaps WANT to do better.

that's all (: i hope i don't get sued or anything ._.

2007-01-15T15:25:00.000+08:00

you dodos out there really gotta check out the iPhone okay. go to www.apple.com (:

omg its really damn cool lah! go there and click on the iPhone tab and read all about it. i was like WOW. and the storage is like WTF. 4GB/8GB -.- when i saw the storage size i literally stoned there lah! ._. and i swear you all gotta read the technology part. its soooo interesting and amazing lah. it's like there are sensors to detect movement so the phone knows when you turn it, and when you put it to ur ear. DAMN COOL LAH!

if only they had a white version :D lol then i was talking to beehiang about it yesterday and i was like maybe i should go and write an email to them and suggest it :D and maybe they'll share profits with me! i shan't be greedy and only ask for 1% :D :D :D but it's highly impossible ._. at least i know i don't think i'll be bothered to do so. so dodos out there who feel like they wanna suggest it on the behalf of it (._.) you may do so! :D lol.

i bet their shares are gonna rise again.

but the phone's only coming to singapore in JUNE! which is really sad D: singapore is so lag D: eh oh yah. the only bad thing about the phone is that its camera is only 2 megapixels ): whereas the current camera phones are like 3 megapixels. that's the only SIGH point. the rest are like PERFECT! ((:

oh and the cat which always comes to our house now lets us pat it! omg its freaking cute lah. it'll like curl up and lie down on the floor when it wants us to pat it (: so cute! and it'll close its eyes when you help him scratch his head. yes, it's a him. he has balls ._. hahahaha whereas the grey cat doesnt. ._. lol. it likes to play in our garden :D and it'll like throw our rocks all over the garden lah! D: and it'll stand on its hind legs for a while while trying to lift the rock with its paws! OMG DAMN CUTE. then i took a video of it too! but it was in the evening when i took it sooo its kind of dark. the pictures too! because i didnt wanna scare it with flash D: next time i reach home early i shall hurry up take my camera and SNAPSNAPSNAP :D

hahaha okay thats all for today!
TOODLES dodos (:

p.s. bleach 110! :D :D :D

2007-01-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

okay i'm so dead.

there's guitar tomorrow and i haven't practiced for like what, three weeks? shit. im so going to die tomorrow. i dont even know if i can remember how to play the piece =/ die die die die die. thats what i get for always doing last minute stuff! D:

oh and just to let you dodos out there know, my phone is SPOILT. it should be fine within a week or so. so for this week, don't sms me till i blog again saying that my phone is perfectly fine already! ooo luckily i still have warranty card lah (: heh i hope they wont be able to fix my phone then i can get a NEW phone! BUT SHIT LAH. that means all my images and all will be gone ): i don't know what that means. maybe its fate asking me to move on faster and stop holding on to the past. but whatever maybe im just thinking too much.

oh yes. i HATE being FM lah wth ): im like waiting PATIENTLY for the time when we'll vote for the new committee members ( thank goodness!) if they don't right, i'm going to die okay. seriously. being an FM sucks lah. i have to create a duty roster lah for goodness sake -.- and i never really payed attention to how chentian makes the duty roster ._. and i cant remember the duties. and i dont know where's my other FM! she's supposed to help me make the duty roster too! wahlao im damn pissed lah. i missed the treasurer post by ONE INDEX NUMBER D: and if the class wants me to continue being the FM for the WHOLE YEAR (i really hope not D:), i'm going to PROTEST and OBJECT violently! D: i dont want to be FM D: its like one year of HELL D: have to change markers etc.

hahaha cher and trish are better off than me but NOT MUCH better off! cher is CME rep and trish is PCCG! hahahahaha i hope i didn't get it wrong. damn funny lah. we got all the shit posts ._. cher also wants to be treasurer! ((: we can be treasurers together! but in any case, if our current treasurer doesnt have anything against being a treasurer, we can't really do anything because its not within our rights and she did get the post first. sooo i'll let cher be the treasurer since i was already one last year. hopefully i get to be treasurer next year! :D being a treasurer is fun lor. we get to collect money :D moneymoneymoney makes the world go round! :D lol gay amina's phrase ._.

and there's still math homework D: nevermind i can do that tomorrow night -.- at the worst sleep late again lor. lol.

oh yah! i took off my bottom teeth braces as well! but he fixed a permanent retainer there cos im SUPER busy next week D: monday tuition, tuesday dance, wednesday dance, thursday tuition, friday dance, saturday tuition+ballet+pierce ears! and sunday they're not open i think.

oh yah im going to buy new shoes tomorrow -.- wahlao -.- damn mafan lah. i dont know why the school is so fussy. my logo is like LESS THAN 90% of the whole shoe lah! just that some parts have silver... and the colours reddish-pink so its more obvious ._. last time they weren't so strict lor! i dont know why they suddenly set this new rule -.- so i have to go and find a shoe whereby the logo is WHITE so they wont make any noise -.- but i think its really veryvery unreasonable for them to not accept the black lines on the northstar shoes. maybe blue or red or pink is still reasonable but if its BLACK i dont see any reason why its not acceptable! -.- poor bianca and jas have to go and do something D: oh yah and trish is also damn poor thing! NEW SHOE and she got caught on the FIRST DAY. i got caught on the first day too -.- lol and its time nana bought new shoes too! hahaha when she came to school on the first day we were like WOW SO WHITE! HAHAHAHA shows what colour her shoe is usually :D and charis is a cheater! her logo's in pink lor! just that its superduper light so its not really visible D: cheat one D:

heh im eating nana's chocolate now! its nice ((:
okay you know what, i got to go and make the duty roster now -.-

I MISS TWOTEN ):
<3

2007-01-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

rah.

i'm so tired. im supposed to sleep at like 11.30 but i dragged until now. haha. i don't know why im so sleepy today lah. its like before i went to bathe just now i was reading a magazine on my bed and then my eyelids were like closing already so i was thinking of like just closing my eyes for a few minutes and i fell asleep. hahaha.

and IH was funny today. for no particular reason. i just laughed like crap and i couldn't stop ._. and i had no tablemate today.

finally had dance after soooo long! gosh. i havent danced for like two weeks i think D: i miss dance! there wasnt much change since i left. managed to get back on track today (: we screwed up orientation this year ): i think there'll be super few sec ones joining this year ): but nevermind! we'll continue to impress them with RESULTS (:

okay my father just came in to ask me to sleep. i cant believe i have tuition tomorrow. in the MORNING. shucks.

that's all for today.

2007-01-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

second day of school!

still kinda slack. i like my LA and BIO teacher! they're both damn nice! especially bio (: omg she's like so super soft-spoken and gentle and not intimidating it makes us feel so much more comfortable in her presence. Irene gave us time for interaction during LA (: nicenice! our group didnt know how to "advertise" our own selling points. hahahaha so all the while we were like crapping crapping and irene said that we looked like we were the most ready =/ omg we were so not =/ and she's only collecting cwe on wednesday! and i stayed up so late and rushed like mad lah D: but nevermind (: maybe i can read over my stupid story and see whether i can like edit somemore.

IH tomorrow... gosh. cher trish and i arent exactly looking forward to it although i'd like to learn more about economics ((: but errr... -.- nevermind. inside thing. anyway! susie is funny (: and amusing. hahahha.

beehiang's damn poor thing ): poor beehiang ): you must be strong! (: tenners will forever be here for you whenever you need us (: don't hate school because it'll only make u more negative and make you feel like the day is such a drag and thats even worse! so THINK POSITIVELY (lol assembly).

orientation tomorrow! although im not dancing hu die this year, i hope the rest will still put up a good performance and attract the sec ones! (:

oh yah. speaking of which, we were standing outside charis' classroom this morning right before flag-raising and nana said she saw some weird people wearing their nametags under the red nanyang words ._. lol i cant imagine how they looked like. and the thing is, they werent sec ones because they were wearing red name tags! (like us. hohoho) funny dodos.

see lah trish! you influence me to say dodos D: and cher you influenced trish! wow chain reaction. lol. cwe essay topic "CHAIN REACTION" hahahahha.

anywya i think i wanna sleep early today! slept for four hours for two days D: and its like only the first week of school wth. and today while fetching my brother to tuition i followed along and for the WHOLE trip i was sleeping in the car lah omg D: then after we reached home i woke up and my neck was aching D:

i suddenly like to write letters again :D
new blogskin (:

toodles!

2007-01-02T15:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

it's a brand new year. i feel curious yet hesitant. i really don't know what's going to happen this year. i seriously cannot predict anything. i hope sec3 wont be as tiring as i think it'll be but i know it's quite impossible.

anyway i really hope my wishes for this year will come true, which i will not expose, and that it'll be a fulfilling year for all of us. i hope i'll be able to continue to grow even more and i really do hope that the 7ofus will still stay as close as we are now.

that's all for now.
toodles.

2006-12-08T16:31:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel like blogging (:
its time to make up for the one month when i totally didnt blog D: hahhaha!

dance camp these three days was tiring and crazy! two full days and one half day. im aching like crazy now ): but it was fun (: and i just realised that there's no ballet this year anymore ): which means that lesson only starts next year ): but im not sure when =/ better go ask alethea.

speaking of which, if any of you are in desperate need of earrings, click the "tickle me pink" icon on ur left! :D

okay done with publicity (:

i finally uploaded the chalet pics on 7ofus album! (: amina are u happy now -.- she keeps pestering me lah! hahaha now she cant pester me anymore :Pi miss chalet ): i hope we'll have another tenners chalet next year ): but i don't know. RAH! i miss twoten06! the blog's so dead no one blogs there anymore =/

ooo we might be having a 7ofus christmas party! (: so exciting :D hahahaha should be at cher's house. can go swimming -BIG GRIN- (inside joke :D) but bianca cant go ): and im not sure if nana will be back by then -.- she's supposed to be back by the 22nd but i BET she'll extend her trip -.- hopefully she'll be back!

eh i don't know what to blog anymore. but im feeling super awake although i felt sleepy just now but i slept already. but its still early and there's no dance tomorrow so i can sleep late but its so boring now. no one's online! talking to iris and cher now and they bought earrings :D like bianca :D so you people out there should go take a look too! :D

okay enough for today (:

2006-12-06T18:37:00.000+08:00

okay fine its time to blog.

although its really late and there's still dance tomorrow and i should really be sleeping in case i'll be super sleepy tomorrow and somemore its full day :O but nevermind. hahahah my blog has been dead for like ONE MONTH and there're like soooo many people asking me to blog SO I SHALL :D see im so nice. hahahaha!

eh i wanted to blog about chalet lor! but then i typed like one or two paragraphs and i didnt feel like blogging anymore =/ so i just closed to window D: hahah too bad :P but chalet was really fun (: although me nana and bianca didnt go for the www day, and -ahem- i bet it was alot MORE BORING without us right! :D they got bored so fast lah. lousy! :P

hahaha oh no my brother just switched off his computer and my maid might come up soon to start nagging so i better start typing faster =/ and im feeling quite sleepy after a whole day of dance. just now i fell asleep on my bed before i was supposed to bathe =/ haahaha listening to music :D

oh yah. IT STARTED WITH A KISS rocks :D it's damn funny and nice lah! (oh i bet nana knows ALLLLL about it! :D) hahahahaha bianca hates it when i tell her what happens ): at least nana reacts! :D stupid bianca beat ur bigbutt. hahhaha oh yah then today i had to kiss her ass as a stupid forfeit -.- stupid lianghui and nana came up with that forfeit -.- or either one of them lah! -.- supposed to be lianghui one lor! THEN NANA LAH. WAHLAO D: then in the end it became me ): luckily bianca didnt fart :D if not i'll die =/

okay lah i think i'll blog some other time. maybe next month :D hahahah eh shucks i havent bought my schools books yet lah -.- omg. supposed to buy on thursday but i doubt i'll buy =/ too lazy! D: my mom's been asking me to buy my books since like i dont know how long :D hahaha which means damn long because i lost count of time :D

and nana went to europe already. i bet she'll postpone her trip lor. always like that one! last year australia also like that! this time surely the same one. i wont be surprised lor (:

i'm leaving next week! usually i only get excited one or two or three days before the actual thing. i dont know how people like to pack their luggage like two weeks before their holiday =/ i will NEVER EVER do that lah. usually my maid will like ask me to go down and i'll go down reluctantly to pack =/ okay im lazy :D but its in the genes lah. my parents also like that lor! on the actual day itself, my father haven't even finished packing lah -.- crazy! HHAHA

okay lah im going to sleep now :D good night!

2006-11-07T07:24:00.000+08:00

okay i know this is kind of late but it's not my fault! my computer had virus so some computer guy took it away D: so i had no CPU but i had a screen ._. and when i stepped into the computer room i was like :O where is my CPU! D: cos i thought he would have fixed it on the spot! so, i crammed into the stupid ugly big blue sofa and (for one night) into the cutecutecute pink small sofa (they're different), which is lacking the leg rest if not it'll be perfect! :D but anyway this is not the whole point. i'm here to blog about CHORAL NIGHT! :D i mean like duh, it's something that i HAVE to blog about ._.

firstly, i have to wish trish happy birthday D: my computer wasnt with me for the last two nights so i didnt manage to wish you happy birthday! D: SORRY. but anyway

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
hope you'll remain the root of all evil :D
and domo's lookalike, of course.
not to mention, we all love the amount of general knowledge you have! :D
TRISHY WISHY :D

(Don't mind the colour. i just want it to be... bright enough for people to notice :D especially trishy wishy :D)

okay. back to choral night :D we all had a helluva night on choral night! :D 3rd november! :D last minute props and characters rock lah (as you've read from my fellow classmates' blogs, that's if you even read them lah.)! MUTHU! :D hahahah and yumi the cleaning aunty! SO CUTE LAH. oh yah. by the way where did the OHP stand go to...? oh no. poor 210 '07 D: but anyway they'll find lots of useful stuff left behind by 210 '06 which are really useful, like PAINT :D and previous eoys papers which they will find veryvery useful for their revision :D okay. talk crap.

but anyway, it really was a success. (although my mom said our storyline sucked cos everybody died. but WHATEVER :D) heh. max rocks lah! NERD :D i helped amina do her hair lah! :D and im so PROUD of her! she didn't let us down (: good job amina! :D

and of course credits should go to mabel, who suddenly became josh because jean the bean suddenly just told us that she couldnt be josh ._. wahlao lah! >: ( but nevermind. smart people (like ME :D) decided to abandon jean the bean because she abandoned us first and find a substitute! and it became mabel :D it was quite last minute so WELL DONE MABEL! :D hahahaha! sure wasn't easy on you. imagine taking up a lead role all of a sudden when choral night is just TWO WEEKS away. D: oh but last minute prop-making was still the best. making props on the actual day itself ._. but hey, we still did it, no?

okay obviously we left the classroom is a super big mess which ahem WE (me, nana, bianca, cher, amina, trishy wishy) cleaned up. and people like CHARIS LEONG left her PERSONAL BELONGINGS such as SHOES, SOCKS, WALLET, SKIRT, CLASS TEE (wahlao! class tee is damn precious lah! how can you just leave it there!) okay so at first i was in a very throw-away stuff mood so i threw away her shoes and socks ._. then i found her skirt with her wallet inside -.- and i think there was money. stupid charis leong. you don't want ur money already is it -.- okay... so we figured out that the shoes and socks MUST be hers so we took it back from the rubbish bin ._. (okay charis i dont think the rubbish bin was very dirty. it was just all paper (: and it doesnt matter anyway. SHOES are always dirty! :D) but erm. we decided to throw away her socks ._. because we figured out that you'd be needing new ones anyway! :D HEH.

okay. im supposed to talk about choral night. fine. i shall talk about the performance and make-up and stuff :D

it sure was fun putting make-up! :D just that the stupid toilet was bloody stuffy and everyone was sweating and stuff ._. so it was kind of gross. but whatever, it was fine in the end. :D and i decided not to put foundation because i HATE foundation but bianca likes it ._. and then alotalotalot of people's make up was too light so we ended up reputting make up for them in a darker shade ._. and they were horrified! HAHAHA. i mean you can't help it when you have people from chinese dance ._. i mean, you should have seen our make up during glitters. you cant even compare that to glitters lah! but that's not the whole point.

i think gelling amina's hair was damn fun lah! :D lalala i just kept taking more and more and more gel ._. i like my gel. it's PINK! :D hahahahaha but then amina's fringe decided to be naughty that day and it kept on dropping! ._. so in the end we used pins. light sticks specs was damn cute lah :D it glowed in the dark! HAHAHAHA. nerds rocks lah :D oh, muthu rocks too. jenzi you should have like done the twisting roti prata thing more lah! D: but nevermind (:

anyway, everything went well and gary said nana was loud enough for the audience to hear and stuff so everything was good! :D oooooo! BUBBLES. I LOVE BUBBLES :D heh. regina's birthday present! :D and shane had to move for bubbles! but then bubbles started growing a tumour on her head D: i think she's gonna die soon. ))): i feel so sad for her D: but bubbles made the audience laugh and that was a good thing. we wanted to take bubbles out to bow with us but gary said no D:

hmm, what else? heh. i don't think got anything else already :D

2006-10-27T14:38:00.000+08:00

i just wanted to let all of you know,
that you've touched me
in every way possible,
like never before.

TENNERS ROCK!
TENNERS SHOCK!
TENNERS PLAN YOUR EVERY SHOT!
TENNERS TENNERS GO GO GO!
TENNERS TENNERS SOCK SOCK SOCK!
WE ROCK...
WE ROCK...
WE ROCK!

i'll never forget that cheer.

2006-10-27T12:18:00.000+08:00

to TWOTEN:

i'm really glad we've all solved all of our differences and stuff. and although it was hard during that period of time when everyone sort of disliked each other and there were many quarrels very often but we've all tide over that! (: accepting each other, making up, all the little bits of things that just make us TWOTEN.

i really agree with heng. our class has a very unusual combination of personalities. but no matter what, we've still managed to gel together, haven't we? we all have our own way of handling things, and isn't that what makes us special?

i think that winning the first prize for the sandwich-making contest is really the best closure to this year. we've hardly ever won anything since sec one, except perhaps HAMPER WRAPPING! and yes, thanks to all those who put in effort in making the sandwich! (:

i'll always hold these memories that we've all shared close to my heart. and let go of all the bad experiences we've had. because all i want to remember of TWOTEN is that it's beautiful. and honestly, this is the first time i've ever been so attached to a class.

of course, we can never forget dotty (: for being soooooo patient with us! it's not easy trying to hold a discussion with the WHOLE class with 36 people and all of them are all talking among themselves. but you've been able to tolerate that and forgive all of us. not to mention eating in class, switching places, using handphones during lesson time. -ahem- although you still do report to sunlao sometimes but i think the whole class understands that it's ur responsibility! (: and i really admire how responsible you are :D

i hope that none of us has any regrets. it won't be nice leaving the class with any regrets (cher, yours is not counted okay! :D), whether it's towards the teachers or even classmates. even if there are regrets, i think it's time to just throw them all away and just work really hard and do our best to create the last and best impression others have of TWOTEN. afterall, this may just be our last chance.

i love twoten, i really do.
and i know for sure that i'll miss each and everyone of you.
for how unique the other 35 people of you out there!

<3>to 7ofus! :

who would have thought we would ever be able to get along sooooo well! :D
but really, i've learnt alot and gained many experiences from being with y'all (: be it tolerance, patience, sharing, caring or whatsoever, it's reallyreallyreally just wonderful and of course FUN! to be with the other 6 of you! :D

heh heh of course we have our bitchy times where we -ahem- gossip about each other and sometimes leave others out unknowingly but we've got over that phase! and i think we've really improved under each others' criticism. so it's not such a bad thing afterall, is it? :D

thanks for never failing to put a smile on my face when im in the baddest of my moods. and tolerating my nonsense of course (: thanks for understanding and just thankyou for your company (: because that's really all that matters.

it has been a really fulfilling last week with y'all. this whole week, i just remember laughter and more laughter just by being with all of you (excluding the whole one hour today)! all the crap and nonsensical things we do that make each other laugh, i appreciate EVERY MINUTE OF IT! not to mention TODAY (: although cher and charis weren't there but stil we've gotta learn how to live with what we've got! :D awww. cher and charis should have been there! ): it was soooo fun ( and embarrassing) !

NOT FORGETTING THE CAKE FIGHTS :D i never knew cake-smearing WAS SO FUN! :D new discovery (: but it's who we're with that makes it fun, isn't it? what a pity few tenners joined it ): i guess they didn't wanna get dirty! too bad to amina and iris who brought garbage bags but still got dirty in the end :P it just wasn't fair! :D so we tore the garbage bags! AHAHAHHA! the class got dirty too and we had to clean up! D: thats the not-so-nice part ):

thankyou bianca, nana, charis, cher, jas, trish (ROOT OF ALL EVIL!) for all the fun you've brought into my life! :D

i love 7ofus! <3

2006-10-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

100TH POST! :D

haha okay today was our last paper! (: but it doesnt feel like exams are over =/ seriously lah. it doesnt feel like we had a paper today, it feel a bit empty... like, there's something i ought to do but have not. okay, weird. maybe i mugged too hard already. and perhaps got used to it =/ but it was only for like two weeks WHAT! ):

rah. NO SCHOOLS FOR THREE DAYS :D heh heh heh! can watch videos :D :D :D

anyway, we went out today! (: as usual, orchard lah. where else. watched JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE! :D damn nice! omgomgomgomg :D i feel like watching it again (: heh! it's damn funny lah! yet sad ): me trish nana and charis cried! and the other three -ahem- heartless people didnt! ):

heh. anyway im going back to watching my videos (: maybe i'll post more... tomorrow (: when im bored :D

TOOOOODLES!

2006-10-09T13:42:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO KILL MYSELF ALREADY.

SERIOUSLY. I WANT TO HIT MY HEAD ON THE WALL. i can't concentrate! which is why im here blogging... cos i decided to take a rest -.- so i can supposedly concentrate better later. seriously lah. its not the mind congested until nothing can go in anymore okay. its the kind of I CANNOT CONCENTRATE ANYMORE.

and tomorrow's the last day. why cant i just put in whatever strength i have left -.- bloody hell. thats why i want to kill myself. UGH UGH UGH! im so pissed with myself =/ stupid brain! RAH. even cher is experiencing the same thing =/

good luck to my sleeping-at-2330-schedule (:
lets change that to my sleeping-at-0130 schedule (:

sounds much better. okay now that kind of relieved some stress =/ i was feeling kind of panicky :D five more minutes before im going down again. damn it. thinking about it, i didnt use the computer today! or yesterday! okay fine i did lah but a while only (: big accomplishment :D

okay toodles before my mom catches me blogging =/

2006-10-08T03:51:00.000+08:00

=/ITS SUNDAY ALREADY :O

tomorrow's monday! damn. i haven't finished studying =/ but im staying up till like 3 or 4 to study (: since i CAN'T study in the morning. and im serious okay. i just CANNOT study in the morning. i tried before! i'll just start stoning at the paper (: then i won't accomplish anything and i waste time! could have used that time to catch up on my sleep or study the night before (:

eh seriously i feel so much better now after catching up on my sleep yesterday and on friday lah! (: from monday to friday my brain felt like it was super congested and it felt super damn heavy. i don't know if its because i was cramming alot of crap into it or what but errr whatever (: over already i don't like to think about it (:

hahaha speaking of which, nana was saying, " eh you really throw everything away after an exam man. " everything referring to emotions blahblahblah that kind of stuff people usually discuss after they take a test or exam (: hahah cos i was telling her that i dont like to think about the exam or talk about it after it finishes! yeah. then that day, as usual, she was complaining about the paper! and talking alotalot about the questions and asking people what they're answers were! HAHA i swear its damn amusing to see her lah!

lalala (: there's no one online now and i don't know why. its quite early what. only 12.45 (: RAH HOO HOO! i feel damn bored thats why im blogging. and recently no one blogged. so yeah. finished blog surfing and stuff. rah. wanted to watch some variety show on 55 but my father changed the channel ): so nevermind. anyway i only intended to rest till 12.30 but look what im doing now -.- damn it.

CHERYL, DISCIPLINE!

ohwell (: ladeedum! i don't know what to blog anymore but i still feel like typing =/ i dont know why today my fingers feel so itchy. i think its beacuse i didnt use the computer today AT ALL. yes, IM SERIOUS OKAY (: but err i didnt do much work. because of the TV. blah the tv -.- woke up at 1, ate lunch and watched tv at the same time. bathed, intended to do work but went down to get food and ended up watching full house instead. so BLEAGH. then after full house i wanted to study but i felt sleepy and i dont know why my neck muscles plus shoulder muscles started aching quite badly. then i couldnt concentrate so i went to sleep (: slept for half an hour before my maid and mom called me for dinner. then after dinner i went to play with the cat with my maid. HE'S DAMN CUTE. OMG. hahaha then my mom fetched my brother to school for MAF and then when i came back i continued playing with the cat blahblah. then when i went up to my room i felt sleepy (again) and i didnt feel like studying (again) and so i plopped onto my bed and tried to sleep but failed. wasted half an hour lah! wth. then i went to wash my face. ladeedum. then i wasted like another half an hour then my brother called my mom to fetch him. so okay lor. then i followed, again (: then erm. when we came back i went to wash my face AGAIN. then i could concentrate better cos my mom was in my room so i had to be disciplined :D hahaha yeah then from then on i could study already! WHEEE! (:

okay maybe that para's gonna make you blind :D but anyway im going down now (:

TOODLES! :D

2006-10-07T14:26:00.000+08:00

MONDAY.

gosh. i cant wait! (: but for now, i have to continue being in the mugger-mode! rah. some weird insect just charged at me and i dodged! (: its gross lah =/ that kind of mosquito like thingies but they have super extra long legs. i dont know what they are but they're weird! why am i using they =/ change all the theys to its (: on your own (: im lazy (: as usual!

today i slept ALOTALOT! i'm getting panda eyes ): i swear ): you know my mom asked me not to mug/stress myself so much! HAHAHAHA but i have to ): if you don't know the reason then... too bad (: it's not that i don't wanna tell lah. it's just that i know i'll get super emotional so whatever.

science on monday. i think my brain cells are gonna die. (not like they're not dead yet lah) but OHWELL. shall start memorising tomorrow. i dont wanna end up like geog lah! slept at 1.30 ): because i was still trying to cram everything inside! some people misinterpreted the question ): poor thing! but the picture was like super blur and stuff lah. and it was misleading! hopefully they'll accept those answers if many people wrote that (:

it's boring online. especially when you're trying to restrain yourself from going to youtube to watch videos. okay obviously i failed. but i succeeded in restraining myself from watching fullhouse (: wheeee monday = fullhouse! i think i'll be too tired to go out anyway ):

speaking of which, nana is sick ): poor thing! she missed math ): i dont know whats gping to happen to her overall =/

ohwell. hope she recovers soon! (: